* * * In the steppe, covered with dust of the Barnish, sat and cried man. And by the Creator of the Universe. Having stopped, he would say: "I am a friend of humiliated and poor, I am all the poor shore, I know a lot of words cherished. I am your God. I can do everything. I saddened the type of your sad, what kind of mischievous you are crazy? " And the man said: "I am Russian," and God cried with him. * * * I was taught: "People are brothers, and you always believe them, everywhere." I threw my hands for the arms and found myself on the cross. But since then, I try to forget about this "miracle" yet. After all, as no evil, no false people, I have more like to love. * * * From now on, everything is canceled that it was God's God for the life of the righteous and eternal. Where is the spirit of truth grain? Relieving: "Why is it a human crowd of inhuman?" So, sin, gentlemen. No one will condemn. There will be no terrible court, and the resurrection will not ... * * * Not because I suddenly got drunk, but again I do not know, - who was bitterly shouted at the entrance to my hut? Yes, it's homeland! From dust gray, in the scape and with the key ... Yes, if we loved her, could she be like that?!. In the attic I will open the door as a sad book. Here the time is not in a hurry anywhere. And the dusk does not melt, he seemed to be needed, the beam from the end to the rafters will be sewn. Here is an old spider in the gray-wing web, like a gray bird. Wrong on the network. Here are birds that do not sing, in the picture, which is not already hanging. It's quietly hard to burn Kerogaz, shooting paint scales, and it shines in a twilight pin from the evil eye of the late grandfather of the coat ... Legend And I lost my blue eyes in the twelfth century, with a sudden Stepneyatsky raid, they rolled down with the face. And then, in order for the death of the family, Pecheneg did not leave the answer, I raised them with the burner of the Earth and since then they are black. * * * Went of the last bench. Any soul hurts like a knife wound. But how gratifying through longing and pain think about his soul: "Live." Mother where through the fireless chad the sun overnight in the gorge fell, the son died ... To bring his mother to the grandchild, the mother pretended to be alive. * * * I do not understand what is happening. In the name of poor ideas, a lie triumph triumphs, the fornication torments ... to smell his hand, as they say? But how can I be baptized with my hand that smeared on people? ... * * * On the troubled light, they go away, but God sees, the sixth part of the earth leaves from under his feet. It took from under the feet, but we are still harsh. And only God knows where we fall ... * * * In the West, the sun sits light, the East swells in a thunder. Flowed the coolness, got sick, and shower, - how to give! - Lane. In the garden on the tracks explodes the sand, through the sun rolls down. .. and it seems like shifting the East, and the West seems to be laughing. * * * Eh, podkachu, I am pants, carry your legs, you are free, where you want, a citizen of a non-existent country ... Well, no country, and okay. It turns out the movie. But it is still cool in a bottle of tart wine. And if I have with all this, with all this, but I don't even become a poet, then I will definitely make a jerk. I will ring the buboins, swallow wine and cut into the dance, so that it is not for nothing to cry. Navier ... silently ... as now. * * * In which time we hear it: "The gate is standing again, make your teeth, you need to survive." Oh, Russian God, but to live when?!. * * * Is God forgot us all? Will the spirit imagine? There were forces - there is no strength, thrown on the wind. And with each other we became like dogs chains ... "My bells, - I shout out from darkness, - Teholites steppe!" * * * Circling February across Kosoyram, the gym was hidden in Stern, when my whole life appeared to me with one solid dope. Who am I saved? Who did you get? Who was my stays my stay? There was no answer. Only the wind threw a spiny snow in the face. Swallows live without patrimoniality, unnamed, but they do not sing by order, do not dreamed beads in front of pigs, and there are no nests on a foreign nest. * * * Meets, did you look with the eyes of a baby, when he is still across towels? .. The baby does not know either an evil nor offense, all the universal secrets are open. But before he says the first word, from our world of earthly and evil, he will have time to taste, alas, and more than once ... and the secret of immortyment is again hidden from us! * * * "I'm not like everyone else," I am a distinct, then the wilderness. I will tell the Lord: "I'm not like that. I am worse. " * * * We are not dominated in our dreams, just as in fate are not free. The soul walks in the dreams of the creator, then - Satan. They wake up as in childhood, it happened: so easily, even at the water, it immediately becomes clear where the soul was visited at night. And it happens, you wake up and you need to remember the sins. We look in the mirror: Dentis of Hell under the eyes darken circles. Once again there are corners in the human soul, where it is not necessary to look. There, among the darkness of the corner of hell scattered with color dragees; There the Lampad's God's flashes, there is sensitive, there is no welzevel, it is not necessary to look there. And grief to those who looked! * * * Does not Satan himself already in the country focusing, frantic? But the more worthy of the soul in such a dirt remains clean. Hold on, my birth, hold on. And do not rush to part with the body. Soft, soul! In Russia, life has always been not easy. Victory Day and in verses, and in the plays, he, as a father to his sons, is already half a century on prostheses - that neither spring, - comes to us. He is terrible, and more beautiful than all celebrated Godin. One such a holiday in Russia. And thank God that one. * * * I do not understand where everything went? You, if you know, tell me: Where is the spirit of power and hearts courage? Where is the kindness of the human soul? Or from the birth of our souls did not visit the kindness? Fearing in response to hear "yes." I closes your ears in fear. * * * Lord, I am a wolf or sheep? Go to her flock or in flock? I do not know, Lord. I do not know. And I do not recognize until the end ... * * * "Oh, my Russia! My wife!" A. Block I will not tell you: "Wife." I say: "I feel the face of your belly, the country of Rublev, Shukshina and eight-year-old prostitutes. A glass of stroke to your hand, and there is no work better feelings. " And goes out with echo in the distance: "Russia, who are you?! Who are you? .. "Prayer Oh neither dark, no matter how difficult the life of Russians, odd, just one is, only one, I ask God only about one thing: don't give this, my God, so that our destroy The world is not with a sum, but with the best machine ... * * * I don't remember my grandfather at all, but this is not my wines at all: he took a great victory, and if it was easier - the war took himself away. My brother and I have a little bit alike, and the great-grandfather, too, at least a baby. I do not remember my grandfather at all, but God, whom to surprise this in Russia? * * * My God, already forty, and happy years - no day ... There is also a powder. Powder is. Yes, there is no fire ... * * * Again, I have insane Duma clouding into sad words. Maybe I am alone sullen? Maybe I'm sad in vain, eh? Maybe I don't see happiness in the focus, I'm moving by, as a blind puppy? Maybe and about the homeland so often I can be sad? .. Give God. * * * Minutes are free rare ... And you need to go to Kurgan for about fifty minutes, where the ancestors are drying the grass they will rustly rustle where the chicks of their feeds feed, where the cross, so similar to the "plus", will recall the lacquer again, where I rush all my life. Blagovolev when so the sky is turquoous, and so Peppermalls clouds, I seem to hear the echo of the call of afar and down. Whose voice is disturbing to me? Where is he, so native? It can not be ... or maybe then the quiet call of the soul itself. Through the darkness born by an evil word, through blood and revenge, through lies and flattery. She is a good journal of the good news to me: "I am." Blessed looks clear, walks sideways, through the chest - Sumy belt. Yes, he is touched. But God, and by whom we are all? * * * On a date, I have a hurry with a bouquet or just running about business, I'm sitting on the world or in my thoughts in the world, I am no more rejoice in the line random or silently I'm silent from the fire - I'm still thinking about: someone looks like a smile me. * * * From all bliss to me closer poverty. She is with me and on a summer day, and in Stuzh. She is black. But the severity of the shield, reliably protecting the soul. The goat in the morning at the rushing goat graze in the meadow. The herbs are enough in a circle, and the goat is fed as soon as possible. But all the bearded villain is neiled. And therefore, the rope is silk in the neck as a knife, crashes into him. From pain eyes crawling under the eyelid, and in the throat of bitterness brine, and in the heart of anger ... Oh, goat! How do you like a person! * * * I was going to talk to you too long for too long. And so, by gathering, confused and starts the nefple: about the rain of an acid, about pesticides in milk, about the beggar and almost an almost obsolete pensioner-old man, about white swan in fuel oil, about dreams, about the demons in the flesh, about the life of the siety, before the essence of which I want to walk, about the terrible weekdays in Karabakh, about the atonement of sin, about wars, AIDS and about fear for all those who are still alive ... * * * They say there is no immortal. And there are no souls, they say. Life is a deceived rite. Life is a jump from the cliff in the fly. Cursed the most moment conceived as the road to nowhere ... what are silent? Reply. After all, it is not true, yes? * * * Whether the angel, or the demon stretches on top of his hand - a rain, falling from heaven, washes the red "Mercedes", wets the old woman. I already understand the nememo: is this life of il to live? Rare rain alarmed the night, rare - rare, like a desire for our neighbor to help ... Nugget nugget! Nugget! Fallen press. In the middle of Lysin and the beard in the hut became closely. The operator with a lionen mane wures the films ... and with a smile happy mother stands on the sidelines. * * * Evil hearts are uncomplying for all of us. And pushed the leader. He is pleased. It is fulfilled to the end. In the hearts only lie or evil. And more often - and malice, and lies. No wonder the leader squinted from the glass coffin. * * * Do not RVI flowers are blue in the zarechny side. Killers and rapists walk around the country; The face will be frightened by a blade, and the body is quenched in the pond ... Go from us, poetry. You do not know here. * * * What am I all sadness to you? And wash, how is slave? Come on, soul, melt a bath and will go to you. And after I go to my grandfather Vana, let him dispel our sadness. The game on the old accordion, let Rus will be rejected. Hearing clean, native, learning familiar features, as if the dress is a day off, my soul, you put on. * * * The dump of the city is smoking, flickens the husks of the lights. It is not visible to her end and edge, and not a single star over it. But it is already sliding on the whip of the ray of the sun first there and here. In the morning, here, as before to the temple, the crowd, beggars, and each with a stick-digger walker with a staff with a staff. ... The scared daw takes off. Descends God's grace. * * * The park. Fall. Maples. Yellowness. And the bottom of the fountain in the web. And the clouds, as in the picture, are real estate. And the silence is descended blue from heaven. The ohaper leaves will collect, leaning in the waist bonds to a tireless one who will cut them out on Maplen. * * * There are days granted over when you look at all grimaces, you look with negrm, - so on the roofs, there must be birds look from the height. The curtains of heavenly curtains the wind, and everything around in some wet brilliance, as if in childhood, after sleeping ... * * * Night coolness descended. I sit on the steps of the porch, the breath of the blooming garden concerns the gently face. And to the secret of creativity, I will cry from the thought of one that the former misfortunes were all invented by me. And the month flows on the roof, and pours out of heaven grace on the crowns of trees, and above ... what is higher? No need to guess. * * * Spring still spring remained everywhere: in the field, and in the forest. But it got more of all, take a look, to the nursery. When it blooms a smile, it seems to sow. Sings and the life of our ugly, the whole point is invaluable attached. * * * We have on the farm, in Europe, for nothing, no smacks. Only a cat is hiding in dill, waving sparrow. And life, and death by walking quiet go, - Ugh, ugh, do not smooth out so that. And the grandfather's grandfather with a smile wilderly hesitates the coffin. And he says that there is no garbage to anyone - everyone drinks in the family, and that the baptized honey later, as a ps, lying in the ground. The child I envy this crude, is my envy, like the sun, Bela. Directly in the dust in the middle of the road, he sat down in which the mother gave birth. He in dust carelessly happy, to what it is good one. Oh, my dismantuous one! .. God, Lord, peace to him. Comments
01/14/2019 Svyatoslav
08/17/2018 Anton Serbin I did not suspect that I could be removed before tweaking in the nose, to a sacred in the chest, reading laconic, but surprisingly the capacious, swallowing the soul poems.
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26.01.2018
What the pain, Lord! How can the heart withstand such a slope of suffering? Thank you, dear Nikolai Aleksandrovich, for the poems that purify the soul. God bless you! Please write, your poems are needed as air and water. Health to you and creative longevity. Tatyana.
14.05.2017
Olga (but the role name does not play) Thank you!!! To these verses there is nothing to add. Khrand, Lord, Russia and her amazing people!
12.05.2017
Alexander Arbuzov God's light in the eyes of the poet All stronger from year to year. I see Russia and the power of this Comes from the people.
02/03/2017 Irina Springny I'm in love with your syllable. Delighted with a gust, depth! I am breating and coming to life ... Stop exist After all, God is with me, He was able to verses with your Talk to me, I know! THANK YOU!
21.12.2016
Dear Nikolay Alexandrovich. That you wanted to say verses; "In the steppes covered with dust branched ...
15.11.2016
Antonina Derzhavina. How simple and ingenious! Such depth and spirituality! It is a pity that N.zinoviev is very sick. How many more beautiful works would be born in this light head.
15.11.2016
So simple, so brilliant! Deep, piercing, sad!
09/23/2016 Garif Oskarych I am Russian! What delight! (c) Alexander Vasilyevich Suvorov. And let all the gods cry. We have the best machine.
07/14/2016 Andrei Talanov Penetrated, capacious, powerful poems. They say about them: "Words are closely, and thoughts are spacious." Sliposlav Providence to the poet, the Lord will follow us.
25.10.2015 Dina Taitova "In vain modern Russia You are looking for the mayor on the ball. She's gray old woman in the store Bucket Bread hides under the floor ... " (N. Zinoviev) Thanks for almost the "Lermontov lines." On the balls now, more and more those who serve not Russia ...
05/19/2015 Marina Here he is a question of three years of Luda, The question seem to be simple: "Why lattice, if people And on this side, and with that? " Nikolai Zinoviev We live the shackles, however, and sacrificially loved to love them, Living fate is not happy. The world is from yourself, yourself from the world ... no verse, almost - speaking. Kohl voluntarily in prison, what are we waiting for the awards then?!
09.05.2015
Svetlana Kiseleuva Wonderful poems! It is impossible to tear off !!!
04/30/2015 Maria There is also a poet in our generation!
03/24/2015 Svetlana K. Poems are excellent! But why is such an affected sun? Believe in God you need to be happy, and not with hopelessness ...
25.12.2014 Galina Wonderful. Just why is everything so sad?
05.12.2014
After all, the Kuban earth can give birth to her own teutons!
10.11.2014
Fear Alexander I thought it was depleted Russia, she would not give birth to more poets worthy of Lermontov, Nekrasov, a block, but, thank God, I was wrong. As if I washed water from a pure spring!
10/30/2014 Yuyu. 2 goose and ko No, the world seeking to everyone, and the Mer - you.
09/21/2014 Galina I really liked the poems, crushed for a living, puck. Everything is vital, truthfully and sad. I did not know that there is such a wonderful poet. Thank you!
09/18/2014 Goose and Co. Mer You, Huge Mer)
25.08.2014
Save you Lord!
04/05/2014 Angela E. Thank you! Like a breath of air! Even when it hurts and hard!
01/14/2014 Victor Thank you, Nikolai. God bless you.
01/05/2014 Andrey Wonderful poems and very spiritual!
10.12.2013 🌹 Perfectly very. Gently. Very painful. In the country of Bardak, the genocide of the Russian people.
11/28/2013 Silava Irina Thanks for your work and flour. The Lord sent you to us to strengthen before the last terrible battle for Russia, for the entire human race.
11/28/2013 Natalia. You read and breathing captures. From the first to the last line - everything is yours, everything is close.
26.11.2013
takanaeva Svetlana heard the cumberside in the execution of the actor Burlyaev. "Swallows". Hooked. I decided to find on the Internet. It was surprised that the person was working for a long time ago, and I don't know anything about him. There are such poems to be added to school textbooks. So that our children grow on them, learned to love their homeland in literature lessons. You have appeared at the right time for our country.
11/22/2013 Svetlana K. Sage, philosopher and poet! Very everything comes from the heart, but with pain! Try, poet, get closer to the sun! What happened, it happened: we were deceived yourself, because - panties! And you fly to the light, show us the way. We will not help my homeland!
20.11.2013
Brain Valentina Poet, citizen, patriot. Thank you, we will live and hope that it will be a reason to write piercing joyful poems
18.11.2013 Valentina If there are verses that are forced to think and crying is still alive Russia.
14.11.2013
Vladimir Romanova Save you Lord Brother
11/14/2013 Vera Kalinina Liked ... very !!!
09/03/2013 Tatyana S. He opened a brilliant poet for himself. Excited to the depths of the soul. I will look for a collection and tell everyone familiar about this poet. Thanks for the Markova T. G.
08/25/2013 Irina I read and cry. And there is no strength to stop ... and words to express everything that breaks the soul, no.
08/05/2013 Irinna Poems are amazing. Touch to tears. Sad and light. POET. TALENT.
08/04/2013 Love Several lines, and excite the soul, so much love and meaning!
07/21/2013 Victor Indifferent to Christmas, Evtushenko -, so-called classics, but discovered a Russian poet and everything ... no more for me modern poets in Russia! This man suffers for our holy Russia.
06/13/2013 Julia Talent, honesty, sincerity ... Real Russian poet, caring for the fate of our Russia, to the fate of the Russian people. I am from the Soviet Union and experiencing the same feelings as the poet, but I believe in the bright future of my homeland.
05/08/2013 Tatyana Thank you for your poems.
04/17/2013 Vasily Rodin I admire the talent of Nikolai Zinoviev! As accurately and yeko, he can say simple words, but with what a huge meaning! Man is so loving Russia, who is ill for her. Low bow to him for the poems of him, for his love to Russia!
04/16/2013 Alexander So Emko and briefly could say only Yesenin.
02.04.2013
Noskov Andrey. Kazakhstan In the steppe covered with dust of the Barn ... A beautiful poem, about a Russian person right to the point. Thank you. It seems to me that God favors us because it is experiencing a Russian person, and so much burning and needs to be sent to us. Establish the Orthodox faith.
03/26/2013 Olesya Soul Popped! Thank you for the revelation of the heart.
03/06/2013 03/13/2013. lily thanks for the poetry. In it is alive conscience and soul.
05.03.2013
Alexander Krasik, Vologda.
From the editor
. A new book of poems of the beautiful Russian poet, our contemporary, a repeated laureate of many literary awards of Russia Nikolai Alexandrovich Zinoviev ("Poem": M., Russian Writer, 220 pp., Circulation 1,000 copies.). The entire circulation is from the author in the city of Korenovsk Krasnodar Territory. The cost of the book excluding the costs of postal shipment - 150 rubles. The author who has no other means, besides a very modest pension, asks to help him distribute and sell the book. With it can be contacted by email:nikzinkor@
mail.
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Today we publish a word from the publisher of the new book and the elected poems of Nikolai Zinoviev.
From publisher
One of the largest modern poets - Nikolai Zi-Novv, perhaps, is the only one who has completely overcome the information of Russian literature on a quarter of a century. As a person, a non-public, a true reclusive, he, however, became the most cited poet if not in the literature, then - in our oral speech from Sakha-Lina to Kaliningrad. So even in the detective those beltering "version", the intellectual investigator ZVOLIS suddenly recalculates already as the shittomaty of these Zinoviev lines: "And the person said:" I am Rus-sky, "// and God cried with him."
Someone once told me that Zinoviev is a poet of one notch. Objey, I published it a couple of years ago from eight sections, from eight different "notes." At the same time, I understand that in Russian literature is still too unusual and unusual, the poet is still too unusual, but who accepted the fate of the poet with the highest spiritual concentration and personal responsibility, which will be touched only into the monks. Yes, a monk and crying, and laughs only as a monk. So Nikolai Zi-Novvov has not written a single voyage word for a long time, not a single line in the author's delight before their self-television beauty. His poetry is much more dense than a story about Ruth or Esphyre, she, as anger and crying Isaiah or Ezekiel, is deprived of a physicality, it is only addressed to the you, the solid senses of our brief existence on earth.
However, if it's more so much to look for the fact that in world poetry there were Zinoviev poetry like, how not to recall these, carved in marble, the lines of the symbol of Keossky on the site of the greatest Farmopil battle: "Travelers, go to build our citizens in Lactedaene, // What , their covenants are dishes, here we are false. " And this gives me the right to consider the poetry of Nikolai Zinoviev in the highest sense of optimistic. Only faith in the fact that the Russian man and the Russian people disappear seven-wing from the face of the earth, and only tolerates in the forefront in the world battle with evil, give, let's say, the inconsisiency of the Intonation of Zinovievsky poetry value is truly the life-life, for life An eternal image of Godovering in us and the similarity of God.
Nikolai Doroshenko
, Secretary of the Board of the Union of Writers of Russia, Director of the Publishing House "Russian Writer"
Poem
I am Russian
In the steppes covered with dust breno
Sat and cried man.
And the Creator of the Universe passed by.
Having stopped, he's up to:
"I am a friend humiliated and poor
I'm a poor shore,
I know a lot of words cherished.
I am your God. I can do everything.
I feel the kind of your sad,
What kind of need you close? "
And the man said: "I am Russian,"
And God cried with him.
Let me not want, brother, die ...
Let him not want brother, die,
But there is a word Iron "need",
To replenish the heavenly rails
For battle with hell.
These arguments of the tank and the wurgted,
But, no matter how dare you and cool,
It is still worth waiting for the agenda.
Volunteers do not take there.
Meet the Peru
Want to know where I was?
There is no secret.
I went to myself
MiG is not for all summer.
I was gone like a dog
I returned back.
That from there brought
Recorded carefully:
"Don't write about my soul
So dark and slaughter
Know from the Russian Soul
The key is stored with God. "
Hopelessness
Here is the fruit of nights of sleepless,
Your nights, poet:
Fall into the number of saved
There are no real chances.
You were too impaired,
Yourself on trouble.
Your passions are scheduled
The limit, alas, in hell.
How nightly
No matter how terrible but
Everything in the world is not by chance,
You knew it for a long time.
You even sign
It was given, however ...
The world is on the edge, and they are not scary ...
The world is on the edge, and they are not scary.
They are not close to them.
What hell? What is heaven? Other important:
Would not lose CSKA.
Russia 2012 year
All feelings covered apathy.
Around only one mirage.
And drown per party party
Not in someone, but in his own lies.
And how many crazy around!
But sees only PIIT,
That the time of the Second Coming
Already on the threshold.
Doubt
Yes, do the poems please
Beauty of images and syllables,
When I do not give sins
Get a prayer to God?
Others write about the other
And I write only about it.
Maybe in case such
Can you call me a poet?
Summer Lord
Abolished sin to understand.
What to wait for us ahead
Kohl besides exclamation: "Curse!"
Nothing breaks out of the chest
Sedo-standard poet
With a huge I wonder in the shower ...
And breaks to the windows warm summer,
Maybe the last already.
He is not useful for society ...
He is not useful for society
Not the party line is oppressed,
And is Felix Iron,
And let the poet "into consumption".
Lyra is broken down
Forever dropping out of the hands.
Before becoming a poet
Maybe still think, a friend?
Impromptu
Life hangs on the hair
And not because
Man lives in longing
In other yudoli?
Beats the vein on the temple
Remembering to be a cunning
What lurks in the hairs.
Man lives in longing
About the heavenly kingdom.
Given the thoughts of locust ...
Given the thoughts of locust
And only one lit candle:
"What is a person waiting for the coffin?"
Answers are also rushing with a scope.
But faithful all the same,
And I lived to the village
Among the answers of different silence,
Thus, I am glad all the evil.
Leaving Russia
Study that there is no luck here,
What one trouble lives here,
That you don't have that environment ...
And you would wait for Sunday!
Conversation with an old woman
Always alone, not humpy,
In it is flesh - on a chinful.
Who rules us now?
Lord, Milok, Lord.
But I asked: "And Putin?"
Lob touched hand
The answer was full of essence:
"I do not know who is."
In beer
"Go from here, not spending time, -
I whispers the demon, - go, are creating in silence.
You are not a couple of these alkashi. "
And God says to me: "Go, write,
But just remember: these are your brothers. "
Stons
I am not a network at all,
Recalling past days
But I still have not been with a woman -
There are only women alone.
I drank vodka with desperate malice,
I grinned in a carass plate.
And love is not nice,
We went to bed with her,
like in dirt.
Is it possible to look for me a reason?
Maybe each light light
Quietly thought: "That's a man!
And fate is again a man. "
Case at train station
He shouted to me on the left cheek,
But I remembered: "Following the other".
And put it, but with a shiver in hand
He did not hit me, imagine!
"You forgive me, brother," said,
And, in the crowd, dissolved, disappeared.
This see, of course, Christ,
And he again as if resurrected ...
Sun is up. As it should ...
Sun is up. As it should,
Dove the skies.
Whiten Brigade
"With Mat" climbs on the forest.
And the foreman, whirling the cheek
Flesh sickly prodigal gon,
Golongo girl
Drags into a wagon car.
The stiffness looks and angry
And from envy languish -
"Prima" on the lip.
And in the kittel resin smokes ...
Look, Lord, what's going on here.
This is building the temple to you.
Opening
Remember, brothers, more often,
The essence of the opening of mine:
Sweet sin, but much sweeter
Refinure from him.
I do not teach you,
But believe me, I know.
Tired!
And write something not with the hands:
Then row, then drunks.
Began to live like spiders
In a three-lit bank.
Yes, write me not with my hands
On such topics.
Yes, make a man!
Russians are all all.
Gorky, sad in mind,
No long ago in her Lada.
You people or already
Only a ram of herd?
In short, grab water pouring.
In general, choose:
Or live how to live
Or die away!
Everything has become a vulgar or frozen ...
Everything became vulgar or frozen.
How to reconcile with this?
Perhaps with whom to talk to?
But I looked around I - not with whom.
No people. Well, in the crowd
What is common or power?
And as a mock on the post
Poster: "United Russia".
Even in the province of Rusea ...
Even in the province of Ruse
Fully soldered by Pharisees,
Christ taught her to be afraid
And God can not be mistaken.
I do not call for anything.
On the dark I am not ashes ash,
But for the Motherland strengthened,
I call things in the world
Always for your own names:
Blud - Blud, thief - thief,
Empty promise - lie
My country's rim - ruin
And God's will - the will of God.
Russia
Under the shouts of the shaggy latch
Strangers and their own Juda
You barefoot in your shirt
In the place of the frontal lead.
And senior son decree reads
And the middle son of the ax takes
Only the younger son rher-roar
And does not understand anything ...
Rus Troika
Sani Fast, horses bricks -
Dimmed in the manems of their wind.
But, alas, to the restaurant rack
The rimmer is sophored in the morning.
He sat the honor of honor -
Released in sticky darkness:
Troika here and Rus on the spot
Yes, fake, not those.
He did not notice the substitution,
I did not hear the laughter,
And went here for change,
Rus was let down from the hammer.
What to seek reasons now?
What to look for traces of trouble?
Little, or damns:
Vodka, stupidity, laziness, Jews.
Window to Europe
I don't want to live so much.
Oh, give me an ax, a holope,
And nails, I'll block
Posted window to Europe
And there is no conversation here.
After all, only thieves are lit into the windows.
I do not know where it carries us ...
I do not know wherever we are
Our troika, in the past,
But throws her and shakes
So in Russian hills,
what is growing
Each MIG Population of Paradise.
Here is my flesh, and my spirit there ...
Here is my flesh, and my spirit is there,
Where there are no shower places.
And jumps heart in the footsteps
Long generations.
There is the feat of the Spirit, the feat
The sacrifices of the edge save,
Strong there is my homeland ...
And the pork is the opposite way.
In vain modern Russia ...
In vain modern Russia
You are looking for y mayor on the ball.
She's gray old woman in the store
Loaf bread hides under the floor.
But, my God! Where with her skill,
With hands that worked the whole century?!
Saw, of course ... and thief "
Called her non-Russian man
We lived in a big and rich country ...
We lived in a big and rich country,
But drove to us the rider on a black horse,
Found who opened the gate to him
And everything plunged into the fatal darkness.
And the dally, and the darkness is thickened,
And the fates of human - prison Ile Sum.
"That will of the people! That will of the people! ", -
Screaming scoundrels that opened the gate.
I am writing poems my ...
I write poems your i
Became Russophile Russophobe.
I know it is very difficult
But if, in principle, it is possible
Ready to write i day and night
Zinoviev Nikolay Alexandrovich, Born in Kuban, in the village of Korenovskaya (now G. Korenovsk) in 1960. Parents: Mother Lidia Aleksandrovna Zinoviev - teacher of primary classes, Father - Alexander Dmitrievich - a worker. N. Zinoviev studied in vocational school, machine-tool technical school, on Philfak Kuban State University. Author of nine poetic collections published in Moscow and Kuban. Member of the Russian Writers Union since 1993. Winner of the International Competition "Poetry of the Third Millennium", the International Poetry Competition "Golden Pen", winner of the Prize of the Administration of the Krasnodar Territory in the field of culture and art, a large literary premium of Russia. Poems were published in magazines: "Our contemporary", "Allrussian Cathedral", "Don", "Moscow", "Roman-Journal of 21st Century", "Native Kuban", "Volga - 21st Century", "Cossacks", "Siberia" , Rural New, "Rift" and others, as well as in newspapers: "Russian Writer", "Literary Gazette", "Literary Russia", "Day of Literature" and others. Married, has a son and daughter. "I go on the ground", Krasnodar, 1988. "Flight of the Soul", Krasnodar, 1997. "Gray Heart", Krasnodar, 1999. "Days granted over", Moscow, 2003 "On the ancient turning", Krasnodar, 2004. "New Poems", Moscow, 2005. "I am the heir of love and sadness", Armavir, 2006. "Souls sad gusts", Krasnodar, 2007. I am Russian
* * * In the steppe covered with dust branch Sat and cried man. And by the Creator of the Universe. Having stopped, he's up to: "I am a friend humiliated and poor I'm a poor shore, I know a lot of words cherished. I am your God. I can do everything. I feel the kind of your sad, What kind of mischievous you are? " And the man said: "I am Russian," And God cried with him.
* * * I was taught: "People - Brothers, And you always believe them, everywhere. " I threw my hands for arms And found himself on the cross. But since then about this "miracle" I try to forget all the same. After all, like evil, no false people, I have no one to love any more.
* * * From now on everything is canceled, What happened to us given For the life of the righteous and eternal. Where is the spirit of truth grain? Relieving: "Why is it Human crowd inhuman? " So, sin, gentlemen. No one will condemn. Will not be a terrible court And the resurrection will not be ...
* * * But again I do not know, - Who is bitterly shouted so At the entrance to my hut?
Yes, it's homeland! From dust
Yes, if we loved her, Could she be like that?!. IN THE ATTIC I will open the door as a sad book. Here the time is not in a hurry anywhere. And dusk does not melt, it seems to be needle, The beam from the end to the rafters will be sewn. Here is an old spider in a gray-wing cobweb, Like a gray bird. Wrong on the network. Here are birds that do not sing in the picture, Which is never hanging. Here is quietly breeding Kerogaz, Shooting paint scales, and then Glitters in a semi-making pin from the evil eye Late grandfather coat ... LEGEND And your blue eyes I lost in the twelfth century, With a sudden Stepnyatsky raid They rolled off with her bed. And then, so that for the death of the family Pecheneg did not resist, I raised them from the burner And since then they are black.
* * * Wenting anyone Soul hurts like a wound knife. But how is gratifying through longing and pain Think about my soul: "Live." MOTHER Where through the fire chad The sun overnight in the gorge fell Son died ... To finish the grandchild Mother pretty pretended for a while.
* * * I do not understand what is happening. In the name of poor ideas The lies triumph, the fornication torments ... Let's wave as they say? But how can I be baptized later Hand that smeared on people? ...
* * * On the vague light away We go, but God sees, Sixth part of the Earth Leaves from under the feet. Left from under his feet, But we are still harsh. And only God knows Where we fall ...
* * * In the West, the sun sits light, East swells in the thunderstorm. Daughted coolness, got sick, And shower, - how to give! - Lane. In the garden on the tracks explodes the sand, Through the sun roll pours ... And it seems like shifting the East, And the West seems to be laughing.
* * * Eh, podaku-ka i pants Carry your legs, you are free, Where do you want a citizen Non-existent country ... Well, there is no country, and okay. It turns out the movie. But still cool In a bottle of tart wine. And if I do with all With all this, yes, then I will not even be a poet That exactly I will make a jerk. I will ring the bubrels, Swallow wine and quit dance, So that nonsense does not cry. Navier ... Silently ... Like now.
* * * In which time we hear it: "Again the gate stands trouble, Touch your teeth, you need to survive. " Oh, Russian God, but to live when?!.
* * * God for all of us forgotten us? Will the spirit imagine? Were forces - no strength, Abandoned on the wind. And each other we became Like dogs chains ... "My bells, - I shout a break from darkness, - Floweries steppe! "
* * * Circled February by Kosoyram, Game hid in Sterna, When one solid reproach My whole life appeared to me. Who am I saved? Who did you get? Who was my stays my stay? There was no answer. Only the wind Throwing in the face of spiny snow. Swallows Live without patrimoniality, unnamed, But by order they do not sing Do not dreamed beads before pigs, And there are no nests on a foreign nest. R R R. Meets you look with eyes baby When he is still across towels? .. The baby does not know either evil, no offense, He all universal secrets are open. But before he tells the first word, From our world of earthly and evil He will have time to taste, alas, and more than once ... And the secret of immortyment is again hidden from us!
* * * "I am not like everyone else" - Spear I am distinct, then the gloover. I and before the Lord I will say: "I'm not like others. I am worse. " We are not powerful in our dreams, Just as the fate is not free. Soul walks in the dreams That creator, then - Satan. They wake up as in childhood, it happened: So easy, even walk on water - Immediately becomes clear where This night has visited the soul. And it happens, you wake up and necessary All involuntary remember sins. We look in the mirror: Dantova Hell Under the eyes darken circles. Once again about yourself There are corners in the human soul, Where to look no need. There Among the darkness of the corner of hell Scattered with color dragee; There is the fools of God Lampada, There is sensitive to the velzevul Do not look there. And grief to those who looked! R R R. Doesn't Satan himself already In the country focusing, frantic? But the more worthy of the soul In such a dirt it remains clean. Hold on, my birth, hold on. And do not rush to part with the body. Soft, soul! In Russia, life Always was not easy. VICTORY DAY Scroll and in verses, and in the plays, He, as a father to his sons, Already half a century on prostheses, - That neither spring, - comes to us. He is terrible and more beautiful All celebrated Godin. One such a holiday in Russia. And thank God that one. R R R. I do not understand where everything went? You, if you know, tell me: Where is the spirit of power and hearts courage? Where is the kindness of the human soul? Or from the birth of our souls Did not visit the kindness? Fearing in response to hear "yes." I closes your ears in fear. R R R. Lord, I'm a wolf or sheep? Go to her flock or in flock? I do not know, Lord. I do not know. And I do not recognize until the end ... "Oh, my Russia! My wife!" A.blok. I will not tell you: "wife." I say: "I feel your belly face, Country Rubleva, Shukshina And eight-year-old prostitutes. A glass of an enrichness to your hand And the best feelings are no work. " And goes out with echo in the distance Question: "Russia, who are you?! Who are you?.." PRAYER No matter how dark Russian life, odor, To the Creator there is only one request, Only I ask God: Do not give this, my God, So that our Russia, swearing by Mat, I went around the world not with Sumya, And with the best machine ... R R R. I do not remember my grandfather at all, But this is not my wines at all: He took his great victory, And if it's easier - the war took away. My brother with a little bit alike And the great-grandfather too, even even a baby. I do not remember my grandfather at all, but God, Who in Russia will surprise this? R R R. My God, already forty And happy years - no day ... There is also, of course, gunpowder. Powder is. Yes no fire ... R R R. Again I am bad dooms Close-to-sad words. Maybe I am alone sullen? Maybe I'm sad in vain, eh? Maybe I don't see happiness I'm moving by, as a blind puppy? Maybe about the homeland so often I'm sad in vain? .. Give it that God. R R R. Minutes free rare ... And you need fifty minutes Go to Kurgan where ancestors Dry grass rustle, Where the fears of chicks their feeds Where the cross is so similar to "plus", Again, the lacquer will remind Where I hurry all my life. Blagovest When so sky turquoise, And so deeply clouds, I seem to hear the echo From afar and down. Through the darkness born by an evil word, Through blood and revenge, through lies and flattery. She is his own gentle ringing Good message I will send: "I am. BLISSFUL Looks clear, walks sideways, Through breasts - Sumy belt. Yes, he is touched. But God, And who are we all?
ІІІ On a date I spend with a bouquet Or just run in cases Behind the Tsenovsky I see if lunch Or in thoughts to go around the worlds Noisily rejoice in a random line Or silently sit by the fire - I'm all mn: with a smile sad Someone looks at me on top. R R R. From all bliss to me closer poverty. She is with me and on a summer day, and in Stuzh. She is black. But the severity of the shield, Reliably protecting the soul. GOAT In the morning at the rising reliable The goat graze in the meadow. Grass enough in a circle, And the goat is fed as soon as possible. But bearded villain Everything is neme. And that's why Silk rope in the neck As a knife crashes into him. From eye pain creeps under the eyelid, And in the throat of bitter brine, And in the heart of anger ... Oh, goat! How do you like a person! R R R. I was going too long Talk to you, brother. And so, gathering, confused And I start the nefple: About the dropping rain of acid, About pesticides in milk, About the foot and almost disembodied Pensioner-old man About white swan in fuel oil About dreams, about demons in the flesh, About the life of stupid, to the essence Which you want to get About terrible weekdays in Karabakh, About the atonement of sin, About wars, AIDS and fear For all who are still alive for ... R R R. They say there is no immortal. And there are no souls, they say. Life is a deceived rite. Life is a jump from the cliff in the fly. Cursed the moment to conceive, How the road to nowhere ... What are silent? Reply. After all, it is not true, yes? R R R. Whether an angel or the demon Stretches on top hand - Rain falling from heaven, Washes red "Mercedes", Wrap a pure old woman. I already understand the neme: Is this the life of il to live? Rare rain alarmed the night, Rare - rare like a desire Our neighbor to help ... NUGGET Nugget! Nugget! Fallen press. IMIG from Lysin and a beard In the hut, it became closely. Operator with a lion mane Matches films ... And with a smile happy Mother stands on the sidelines. R R R. We all have a ringing with a bell Unlock evil hearts. And pushed the leader. He is pleased. It is fulfilled to the end. In the hearts only lie or evil. And more often - and malice, and lies. Not in vain from a glass coffin Lukozo squinted the leader. R R R. Do not RVI flowerfish blue In the zarechny side. Killers and rapists Walk around the country; The face will be frightened by a blade And the body is thrown into the pond ... Go from us, poetry. You do not know here. R R R. What am I all sadness to you? And wash, how is slave? Come on, soul, melt bath And they will go with you. And after going to grandfather Vana, Let him dispel our sadness. Game on an old accordion, Let Rus will be rejected. Hearing clean, native, Learning familiar features As if the dress is a day off, My soul, you put on. R R R. Smugs dump city Flickers with scolding lights. It is not visible to her end and edges, And not a single star over it. But now slides on the scum The ray of the sun is first there and here. In the morning here, as before to the temple, Crowd Beggars Brass ... And each with a palcot Schedule with the staff to become. ... The scared daw takes off. Descends God's grace.
ІІІ The park. Fall. Maples. Yellowness. And the bottom of the fountain in the web. And clouds like in the picture Cost real estate. And blue Silence is descended from heaven. Okhaku leaves to collect Leaning in waist bows Tireless Who again cuts out on maples.
ІІІ There are days granted over When all grimaces fuss You look with disregard, - so on the roofs, Must be birds look from height. In the closed wind curtains Heavenly skewly And everything around in some wet brilliance, As if in childhood, after sleep ...
ІІІ Night coolness descended. I sit on the steps of the porch, Snack of blooming garden Concerns gently face. And to the secret of creativity involved I pay from the thought of one What was in the life of misfortune Everyone was invented by me. And the month flows on the roof, And pouring from heaven grace On the crowns of trees, and above ... What is higher? No need to guess.
ІІІ Spring still remained in the spring Everywhere: both in the field, and in the forest. But the most of all it got, Take a look, to a nursery. When it blooms with a smile, It seems to sing. Sings and life of our link The whole point is invaluable attached.
* * * We have on the farm, in Europe, So far nothing shakes nor battles. Only a cat hides in dill, Touching Sparrow. And life, and death by walking quiet Go, - pah, ugh, do not smooth out so that. And grandfather's grandfather with a smile wild The coffin is sticking to herself. And he says that there is no garbage No one drinks everything in the family, And that the baptized chamber Then, as a ps, lie in the ground. CHILD I envy this crude, - My envy, like the sun, Bela. Right in dust in the middle of the road He sat down in what mother gave birth. He in dust carelessly happy Well, well alone. Ah, my disgraceful Divo! .. May, Lord, peace to him. R R R. Youth a joke was inappropriate, Maturity, too, as can be seen, empty. Only childhood, like any childhood, He resembled the childhood of Christ. Therefore, shines from there, Through the thickness of bad years, Uncountable, lifelong light ... SUNSET Sliding rays on the platform, Sunset for dirty, dark snow Sketched shadows. And Crow. I drove to the poplar for the night. In the baggage painted the drains, And from the sins of human far away Rumyanta Girl on the cheek The vocational whore is quietly lay. R R R. At the map of the former union With a collapse of the chest Standing. I do not cry, I do not pray, And just there is no strength to leave. I stroke the mountain, ironing the river, Concerning the fingers of the seas. As if closing the eyelids Unhappy homeland my ... R R R. I love these old huts With ever rusty saw under the straight. This moss on humpback porches So pulls to cuddle cheek. These old churches of semicircle And cripples on the dirty snow I love sobbing to choking. And for what, I can not explain. R R R. Again these crowns, crowns ... Again this lunar sickle. That I saw in life but These Yves and these willows? .. But as I remember how much blood Pours in our world, oh! Thank God that I am except The willow, did not see anything.
ІІІ Bend behind the river to the evening. Put the grid men, - Cord, stretched in the flow Skilled all floats. The pumping owl is laughing, He found a shelter Over the dam, old plow. Somewhere women sing. Nobody wants to die. R R R. Who shoots there on the street? And then hanging on the fence, Neighbor rag knocks The so-called "carpet". It would be thrown into a landfill, But bitch-poverty does not give And highly raised stick The mistress hits him and beats. With some kind of hussar Breaks rag all stronger! .. Probably poor, it is miserable to her What gives bills with the state.
ІІІ Spring is always in the morning Comes with a warm wind Comes somehow vaguely Almost imperceptible - How in giving field Dawn Strip, As a woman for the first time Comes in a sleep of a teenager ... R R R. Not a beard and shovel, We look and say: a gangster. What does he need from me? What does he watch me? Dirty, thin, like all the bums, So he moved to the wall. That returned. Oh my God, So he comes to me. Denounced moonshine Whispers frightened: "hear, What do you need from me? What do you follow me? " I took a snack buffet, Vodka was like water. Drank together for the Russians, And they broke up. In kindergarten Over the flowerumba butterfly flute, And the sky is poured blue. In the shadow of the sandbox play Soldiers of the third world ... R R R. That would go back to me again, And the river is foggy, on a dawn Out of the dismantling of thick Our chick. Again the hand to inspire through the rods, Stretching back And do not think about glory and death, Well, they are to hell! .. R R R. It happens often: Wovel away from idle joy And flinches unwittingly like a branch With which the snow was sall. And with a stuffy strip prank You look like on a frown window Empty cans Flames in sunset ... R R R. Breakdown drunk in the alley, Pleeping a hoarse cry with a mat. Putting to dirty plaster, Old man sleeps at the bus stop. Laughing a drunk girl, Sitting in passing "Mercedes" - Her cast buttocks For the thread pulls the demon. On the wasteland from the beginning of May There is a prison. I call all this life Are we not mistaken? .. R R R. Or the river drove cool, Or spicy smelled Kuga? .. With meadow Smoothly tried a dusty river. See, they gave the bugs. See, cloud on that side, As the swollen dust of the cow, It is dragging along a warm stamp. R R R. Nephew Today we are with you fishing. We are with you in the cuckoo away. And on us is not a rag on the stick, Krone Willow Duples - our stale. See the city where your uncle grew up There behind the river? Do not rush there. There is an eternal virus Heartshell, profit and lies. R R R. On trouble dog howl. Garden in the fog, as in smoke. Mind for the heart of the pit Root, Heart network rows the mind. The heart whines from the disaster My throat is full. And fog on the bumps of the garden As hanged, hanging ... WEALTH Garden to the river. In Hat. Table with the Bible. Bench. Noon ... Book of Genesis ... Doesn't it be enough? It all rejoices. pleased And she herself. Lee, windy, barrier Monastery Wall? So her habits are powerful So shameless, so rude, That the Spirit is tempting Covers hourly Young nice foreheads. WINDOW TO EUROPE I don't want to live so much. Oh, give me an ax, a holope, And nails, I'll block Window caught in Europe. And there is no conversation here. After all, only thieves are lit into the windows.
ІІІ Summer day on Zavaling I saw the old man: Stumps - dust boots, Dead branch - hand. In Tired Looks: Neither longing nor tears. As if the tree is old Waiting for the last thunderstorm. R R R. On our street there is a house, Always closed shutters in it. From all of us terribly far away Live in the house of old people. He is thin and sad, she is like a shadow. They are in flour night, and in the day. Their son stayed in war In someone else's distant side Sands of his crank track ... And old men for forty years. Idleness I'm lying all day under 2 Floss flies into my eyes. I sometimes lazily Antly Murakhna from face. Clouds crawl waves But I do not burn my soul shame - I know: our deeds God is already on the throat. Feast And after the third to everyone to the light bulb Who is a birthday boy? How many years? There are few chairs, make shops. And flies fall into the pate. Heat. In plates fat melting. And sweet hops in the eyes of the kuma. And they all say that life does not like. Well, do we like it? .. R R R. Heart is sad, the spirit is nispy. Life right, and death of law. Summer. Rural cemetery. Neither crosses or stars. Grass. But among the grass grave, Pale, thin and high, The spikelet - the coat of arms. Thin, bread spikelet ... IN THE GARDEN Neither high heaven turquoise Neither fields of endless wheat Immediately did not throw in the eye As on a branch, a crucified bird. And the path did not really attract And the cherry suddenly became not sweet. Birds shadow on my face lay down Excessive bitter fold R R R. I loved this time of day, - Blessed clock! Glowing with a ram from the booth Pots looked at the door. The owner went out of the house And Zyabko hung up to Tulup. Oh, the unforgettable spirit is the outskirts! Oh, snow creak! Oh, smoke from the pipes! Hittenka dilapidated. Sugro. Windows all to one Looks without envy, without malice. Oh, my childhood time! In Steppe Hollowed out the haze of the distance Water wrinkles in the river Belieet "Kashka" from shame, Blush poppies from shame Look frightened chamomile, And even the wind warm evils For a foreign shirt, In which I came here. R R R. How the sun is very huge! Fields of vast, like the sea. The medium of them are measured and modest It goes - my life is going. And the world rules lies and rage. Crying does not merge on any moment. And in the heart everything moved: In Him and the Holy People Pity, And anger on them, and shame for them. R R R. It was the Lord's mistake Or an idea of \u200b\u200bthe devil but I was born with a suicide smile, What is not given to anyone. Dear friend, do not hurry with ukrusive To condemn my revelation. After all, understand: only in the strugnure of life The ineverance of her!.
. R R R. Days rushing like Sani from the mountain ... How pure and flames before I believed that all people are kind. And now I can not ... even though you cut. Chugged, UGAS under the arc The bell of that faith ... and what? But now someone else is Also believes. And give him, God. R R R. I did not sleep and I went to the courtyard. Leeping tops over the roof danced. Hop, like a thief, at the neighboring fence Led slowly. And the stars flicker. Light wind I have a sleeve, Barely trel in the hand of a cigarette, And spinning slightly Because the planet rotated ... R R R. Skin whistles and cannals, Ultrayard day subsides good, When the sun burned in the sun Home in the trailer tractor is brought. They are under commissioners and bourgeois All with the same husk on the lip. I look at them ... when I look at them, I somehow be ashamed to think about myself. R R R. Come thoughts, but not those Which can be rejected. Shine stars in height, And on Earth it dark, godless. Who am I sitting by the water, Killing up morning potatoes When with that star height Russia seems to be palm? Old widow And in the morning in the eyes dark. On the hut roof completely disappeared. And remember scary like a long time ago The soul of the soul burned. But on the face of the life of that Light remained. He is extinct As a saint poverty On a bowl with a knocked edge ...
ІІІ The sun is shining. Heart beats. Vaughn a snowdrift slides into the shadow. Won Tynitsa Waist of the Sun On the branches will sink all day. Wanders the winter wind in kroons, And in the roots of the spring itching ... And drifts in shadow like eyebrows With surprise, crawl. On haykos Pokhyaktev and Shohav, Grandfather has shyled Spit. And we "with God" Knee-deep in the dew. Grandfather's grandfather He is here in front - Even on the back of the cross Little chest got off. So we went, by noon I a little feet of the wolts. And, I confess, I do not remember As fell on the roller ... High in the Sidebie Lean to the clouds "MIG", similar to the cross My old man ...
ІІІ Morning. Sky. Summer. The sun. There is no wind. Silence. In the pan of black window - Trail walking-sazana. Dragonfly will be up with Then comes on the shoulder. In the reeds dot laughs ... Well, what are you still?
ІІІ Descended quiet evening summer And only there is only a splash wave, Where tanned like blacks, Tack of ward boys. And won the meadow where the hay is sieves. Won beam, where the cows are Popes. ... transparent shower dragonfly Printing immortality on everything.
ІІІ I confess the meaning of being, But you will enter with a wet smile, Take your robe for the edges - And nothing more matters ... Who is this power to you? In fate on joy and flour You threw me Satan Or the Lord led to the hand?
ІІІ All women are very different Especially in hot nights: One silent like a bird. Other glowing like a dawn. And there is a one that dreams. Which dreams. Only. FEMALE It is necessary, and then suddenly not needed, I chase, I call her timidly. That princess, the queen. Princess! That slave, Half. It worries, but we need peace Then ... and however, I will say secret: Very bad when it is not. When there is no it. No.
ІІІ Well, where will I give you? I do not have any home or hut. Wind in the field yes stars in the pond - That's all we will be rich. And do not need about the paradise in the slash, So one spoke already.
ІІІ Probably sparkled B for a long time Ile killed somewhere on the bama, When would not be small "but" With cool sweet lips, When not this gentle look And all that we do not like it, What turns the life of hell Let's not in the paradise garden, but still ...
ІІ We and I went to forest stitch Shined the sun hotly And with a secret trepid, furtively The shoulder suddenly suddenly shoulder. Then I drove into her Poppies in the field, She "love" whispered to me. And time skull dog Laughing quietly in Byrian.
ІІІ I'm in our room cool, Waking up early in the morning, Stain on sunny spots On the bare-colored floor. She slept, naked chest Biast And I'm happy and bass, In the bed she was carrying a cake on a dish. Hurry up to the kitchen to put the kettle ... I see all this as in the movie. Alas, we met by chance. Alas, we broke up for a long time. And life, as before, is incomprehensible. And I as a beggar on the ball. But these solar spots ... But these sunny spots On the bare sex! .. ETERNITY Steppe without edge. The road is bad. As scrambled eggs, noon squorthes. One-day, in Kuvet, fluttering, It's dragging my shadow. In Motherland With the river, the tina smells weakly. Above settlement dust hanging, - Over the turkey shot down bab As a daughter, buses. Behind the river, the mountain of the song, Someone windows in the house beats Espiled with eternal revenge Whether to the mother-in-law, then for the test, Whether for life. Who will understand? .. You ask the God of peace And hot prayer You are baptized with your left hand, Pulling in her the landing takes. And with an angelic face serious The wrong cross is molding Sigh - under the city of Grozny Dandy your hand is. It remained not in granite, Not in bronze, but just rotted. Standing. And your guardian angel Stands behind his back. Without wing. Similarity Grandfather Rating road End the snake ... My grandfather is like God, That I did not see him. From childhood Water and sun here without measure, And how many songs under the bayan Here we are spitting by us, pioneers - Children workers and peasants. We sing about the Motherland of Mighty, About good, valiant affairs. And fluttering over stead Native with a birthday red flag. In the heat, we are pronounced in an awning, Throw pebbles in the ravine, And know exactly: president Perhaps the enemy, and only the enemy.
* * * Remembers no longer pressure: Courtyard with thick grass, With bright blue shutters The house is a samanny, simple. Food to my mammy's father On milk and honey. Who at least ever small I was, I know, I will understand ... More and remember me nothing about Not what to push the soul. Then went alone little things Life for a long time.
* * * How much I remember, he is: Rare beard Dirty, sulfur, dry. Tripping. Dough Armenian. Children's smile. - Advanced, Vanya-fool. How are you? - Don't chibko. - Is it going, beat? What is Vali? -Bolly serve a lot ... As before the war.
* * * How to borrow abroad And with happiness, howls, That we kneel. And we kneel Pray before the fight ... Iron curtain Curtain collapsed. And what? And they decided the Lord: To disappear to him. Hey, serve him here! Before the meeting Octopka trembles in the wind, Chucks branch in the eyes: Do not look like a coffin of zinc From Chechnya flies to Ryazan. But flies under the heavens Coffin and howl, and whistles. And towards Ryazan Maternal cry flies. The heart beats, time rushes. God right, save, So as not to see what happens, When they meet.
* * * Wind verse. Star flashed And the other after he was lit. Verse the flow of daytime hum. He became heard of God's voice. The duck lowly flew Highed like an arrow. All that the soul wanted Found MOTHER As a lady stern I went to the average girlfriends, When the letter is sown She came suddenly. Waited, stocks full, In captivity of happy dreams. All letters remembered him ... She killed "Lightning". Casual. In five words ...
* * * Again we are looking to blame. And I scream with the crowd: "In hell of them! Quarter on the wheel! " But God sees: we are all okay; And in what is growing death in Russia, We are to blame. Everything. Everything. Everything. Soul How much abandon on you per day! You have never been glad. But we will exhale, we are sloy. You're strong I have, right? We are not easy to go dear, My stubborn, native donkey. Anyway. Come on, touch. Relas without me. After. When looks up Familiar has a sick daughter. Disabled, you understand since childhood. And no one can help her. There is no such means in the world. I understand that I have nothing to do with I understand, I understand the mind ... But Nemethte under the left shoulder, When I look at her ...
* * * There are West in the world, there is east, And between them, like the Messiah, On the time set by God Crucifixed you, my Russia. One war did not make enough Already another lights network. On a fraternal pool between eyes We will be recognized on this light.
* * * I do not know wherever we are Our troika, in the past, But throws her and shakes So in Russian hills that grows Each MIG Population of Paradise.
* * * Grandfather remained in war And I left the country. And now I look with wine, What do you do with my country. NOT RUNES FROM PREVIEW. Human shower. And I forgiveness Will, there is no? I dont know. All people are knocked into flocks, Who opposes those in herd. Something to do, you need to do! I tormented my soul On the other - do not jerk. Above the country was able to ... Do not forgive Neither grandfather Neither God. Old woman Leather hands of a dark row. In the thread, the Strike Ring. As the page of the old book, Yellowed face. - Is there children, grandchildren? What do you?- Darkened by the back of his forehead - I'm out of girls in the widow. That's all my fate. RUSSIA Under the shouts of the shaggy latch Strangers and their own Juda You barefoot in your shirt In the place of the frontal lead. And senior son decree reads And the middle son of the ax takes Only the youngest son rums roar And does not understand anything ... Bread is awesome As an ancient Rome times of decline, Scribit and the country is wring. And only burning lamp I do not give me: "Khan". Only this bit with goat fat, In which the Osa is floating I do not give me a candy world To reduce all the scores in half an hour.
* * * When exhausted alarm, I will begin to invent troubles, I'm to the river Tropskoy canopy, As a friend is faithful, I am. Back from there, as from childhood: No stupid thoughts in the head No evil in the shower, there is no pain in the heart, Only dragonfly on the sleeve.
* * * Memory V. Shapovova We are still with forever for eight years, We still fly in dreams, And the neighbors pears do not ask, - And we carry the harvesters on the pants. Still we smoke under the bushes Father's bulls cigarettes ... And before the war in Afghanistan Almost twelve years old.
* * * The first compounds in the hair. Thin stockings in such a stub. Eyebrows like threads. And in the eyes - Nothing like a soul. And stands, rushes grief, "Bitch Privinal", "Katyukha", "Katka-Polovakana", "Katka-whore". Katya ... my classmate is ... On the Sunset Sun red scene Not long, until morning. Who, for what to be angry? Life is murderous. For one that now live, Days reduced stock. I did not hurt, perhaps, No one. But did not save. The day is over. Sun village. What can I say, except: "Eh! Hands are intake, legs are intact. And the soul is hurting everyone. "
* * * I do not throw people challenge. Let them might and continue But only instead of the TV I want to watch the sky. In me, no grip, nor delete, I am not in the world, I would bob to live on the farm, Where so much herbs and the sun power. Sheep grazing, and after dinner To the lunar trail on the water Reading the bible, learn Slices of cheese in a beard. Wheel In an embrace with morning fog Flowing under the wings of the river. Sit and you tempt yourself That happiness is probably. And that yours did not appear, You are not a pipe about how Elk. Probably somewhere caught And, as glitter, broke ... On the way Outside the window is a river, then - pasture, That is a boy in the panties of some. "Who is to N-SKA, get ready for the way out," Passing, says the conductor. The train rushes at wind speed, And you can not turn it back. And to the N-SKA only seven kilometers. ... and to the place of the crash - five.
* * * I look at the stog, on the swamp, On the Kurgan at the river, on the rod. And stronger than the great-grandfather and grandfather, I love my small homeland ... Because big no longer.
* * * And in my outback There is no mountains or seas. Only pasture with a tied chick. Yes, the canthand tree, On which the soul, May, sickened by Size Bily. But sudden happening Feelings are light in a circle, Contrary to all adversities and troubles, All going Like the light of the sun in dew, As a family in an old dinner ... Lermontov Pyatigorsk lights. Years like clouds. How many in their life? A handful Or is it century? Oh, how everyone is tired! It is tightened and strict. To the last duel A few more lines. He is cunning like a demon And the sadness, like God, Earth and sky It does not fit a sigh. Branch wind pegs Empty, Gulko in the chest. He sits down and writes. Death is already behind.
* * * I am not a plower and not a warrior His native land. I am a poet. My mind is forced, As if sting at the snake. I am a poet. Happy Share Can not be with me. How no smell at salt, How there is no taste at the fire. Immortality Tuchi Sizby hung. Dead of Russia. Night. Railway station. "You see, no life," - The man man said a peasant. Rolled on the buffet This phrase. Began to drink: "Pull up! Where there is no life, Where to get there? " MEMORY Standing summer heat. And Mom fry the cutlets. And I spoke my "business" - I put a boat from the newspaper. And the song Russian flowed. From reproducer in the hallway ... I do not know whose was the power But the life of Yuyla looks like a living. I remember how uncle was glad When the wife gave birth to twins. Neighbor neighbor was like a brother ... So I live that I remember. 1972 year I just have twelve years. Grief, I have not seen yet. Smoke first cigarettes The new sweater was impregnated. On the screen fantomas The commissar is eating famously. They shoot, and we are quiet. Not before that we build Thousand factory and palaces. Will call later "stagnation" This is a bunch of scoundrels. I miss the lessons And I look to the corners following. I just have twelve years. Happiness I do not notice.
* * * In my country so little light Money and ranks reign in it. In my country, the poet's dream - Ham is a widow. My dream is not ashamed. I'm still stretching Time allotted, but it's a shame Before the tears insulting for the country.
* * * "There are women in russian selets" N.A.Nekrasov The wind with a waste winds again. The village is at the stream. Walked around the village with a garbage Chernobyl, Syvuha, Chechnya. Widow tears were cooled in pickles, But in the outstands are full of drafts. There are women in Russian selets, But there is no man already.
* * * And he is closer, a terrible day. We came from the table with octask, As if the psam. And even a shadow It will not fall on the ground in Russian ... Do not die, my country! Under the evil laughter of an inner. Do not die! Well, you want, on! Take my gray heart. SNOWDROP (Monologue of a woman) Did you start again in the grove? Sunday? Well, so what? Look: not shaved, skinny, Who did you look like? Other husbands are like people Output so output. Sat, drink - who condemns? What are you hiding behind your back? Oh! Snowdrop! To me? Where? How could you be a miracle Find in the snow in winter?! Pathfinder ... Spiny ... my ... Memory grandmother Herbs smell so sweet The air is warm. For iron fence Silence and peace. Like a green cloud Behind the fence - waste. And gate cream, And heat bench. Strange it seems that And doubts take: Whether the sun is heated Whether the angel was here?.
. CAUCASUS Where are the spear of the southern night blue? Only stars as shots, worst. It starts Russia. Or ends? God is news. Apocalypse in Russia When the Lord comes off from heaven, He will overthrow all in hell, karaya. And only a queue in sobes Translated to the gate of Paradise. Gypsy with output Parenyok, well, not kitty. What are you sitting like an idol? For a healthy lifestyle Pull the whole glass. Nu, Daria, Drop Paradam, All the facade will show! Show Kremlin Gadam, What is alive in Russia life. Explain to them, the gang - sob, That the people are not a handful of Tly. Show language people You can only from the loop.
* * * When not happy already Hearts Roda Nature - We are on the last turn ... The opponent step is and no people. This world can a lot of He is arranged damn wisely: Hypocrite and hatred multiplies Umahly love and welcome. Maybe sweetly drunk from blood, For killing hand orders ... What can I tell him but "Get away from me, Satan!"? QUESTION Lord, I'm a wolf or sheep? Go to her flock or in flock? I do not know, Lord. I do not know. And I do not recognize until the end ...
* * * The soul has not yet cooled, Still happens to her light But the heart is poor ... it For a long time, the grief has developed. R R R. Strip of gloomy dawn, Strip of wet jn. Divided the pumping. Is it? And this, sorry, I. I look at confused klyachu, As if on the life of the ... You seemed to you - I do not cry. I know it is nothing.
* * * I do not hear the bird I'm pegs Although I go among the fields. Today is the day of remember The unfortunate homeland of mine. It was easy to save it! But every grocery is Was endowed with those days ... everything! Late. Silent, unhappy orphan. Fragile world I am visible from the window. Neighbor hut half, But closer to approach the window I'm scared: suddenly, like Pinocchio, I'm all the nose. Terrible world Have you seen bonfires screaming? Not? So you do not know That they are then crushed into boxes And send mothers?! KIND HEART I thought on the young year, What is a good heart - award. As I became mistaken then! Okay. Still, it is necessary to live. "Yes, you have to live" - \u200b\u200blife says ... But in the world of malice and debauchery How it still hurts How it beats to blame ... R R R. At the neighbor Galina Son grows without a father. Often I see the Male: Everything he sculpts from clay Men Nagich And cabbage leaves Gently rustled them. I once bowed Over a diligent boy: "Will you sculptor, Petka?" - "No," answered, "father."
* * * I have any reason to be more expensive Over the hutnika Babkina smoke, Smelling quasher and powder, Walking along all my roads. Let any urrods sound Passion and grazing sin. Only the Spirit of God and Shard Always filled with a soul. Where are Russian quiet songs? I would like to hear them. Lost. Krikun is overseas, although crazy, I need a hair in the booster. Where are Russian kvass and porridge? Where is Russian on the springs of the crown? Where are our Russian women? Where is Russian, finally? Russia, Favorite, where are you? What a hurricane smoke you? .. Stayed on the branch Unbreakable Russian glass.
* * * People walk, scratch the topic - Life gives a dangerous roll. Have fun, - Your time! - Macker, Broker Businessman. I would give Russian words You, of course, could call you. Well, okay, God is with you ... Only God is hardly with you. R R R. My native outback, You seem to be created for sadness: Curves huts, wet meadow, On the shops of the slaughter of the old woman, Born to bespoke to idleness; Nights a terrible cry of owls. Bewilder Gover, Lord! Alas... Khututor Not hungry, not rich, But something styling Scattered gardens and hut Along the river farm. Without special changes Life flows here, without embellishment. Here without any apology Bread bridge a month once. And they will bring cottage cheese Or correctly: cottage cheese? I dont know. But I'm roads This quiet farm. No, not the fact that willow bent So pictured at the pond. My grandfather here I had to go back with the war ...
* * * Typical day. Coastal meadow. Above him in the fog, like stains, Two herons fly, but from two Screaming which is incomprehensible. Fog, cry of heron, meadow, grass Here, it seems, nothing to complain about. But for some reason I hardly There is enough strength not to burst.
* * * We are lying on ate leaves, Not loved, and so ... You waited for a half of the prince, I have half a holester. Lazy you move And not, confess, too lazy. Golden, autumn day ... Leaves fall on the face ... OLD PHOTO It is the old world street. Golden, native year! I, as a wanderer on a pack of "Pamir", There remained soul forever. Let the huts do not stand on the thread And the shoulders boys on the chest, You are on the windows, take a look at the windows! - Without grids they. That's what's the point.
* * Finally I waited for evening pores. Slipped, crowded around, mosquitoes, And stick with greed into the body of my At least someone useful my everyday life. Intelligentsia Let not always be a rack And bitter saw sneaking, But still there was a layer, And now you have become a gasket. Monument for victims Civil War Above legendar Tacanco Slowly clouds float. And the wind sings sad In granite manes. For centuries Frozen basting horses, At the pedestal of the sun glare, - I put a bouquet of carnations. Carnations are red and white ...
* * * What do you mean dating on the road? But I still remember it: And I remember her deep, And left running probor And the table car between us Screen-screwed to the wall ... Do not youth this over the years Everything is obvious to me?
* * * Look at what draws frost On window glass? No, not roses And not white branches birches And summies, summies, calls ... And not a fabulous swarm clouds On the window glass silver, - Then frozen in the steppes of men Bearded white faces. A MEETING Wind. Night street. Along - lampposts. The snow begins to break. Legs doze away from walking. On a blizzard already like The snow began to fill the snow. Thank God, here is passer. - Do not be smoke? I was delighted, sinful, I thought, say: "on, pull." But he said: "I am not here. They do not smoke there. Sorry. And left. I became terribly terribly. This is some nonsense! Well, of course, this is a joke. He is a joker ... And if not?
* * * I pass. On the wicket one Inscription by the paint "Evil Dog". And indeed: Ice view, Wolf Wolf and Teeth. but Writing the kid gate, - Of the year three, he can a little more, And riding a dog! Oh my God! The boy seems to be a bow On the chain kobel seats. He doesn't know anything about evil And the dog does not bite him. R R R. I remember everyone by name, Who taught us that work is a reward. Forget, cute! Do not... Labor - punishing God's us. How can my spirit be high, When to sweat, up to Izmor I'm a piece of beef Palace is a luxurious building of the Warmer? .. After all, I indulge in him. After all, I am from them, coming out, samples ... Oh, eyelids! Neither the heart nor the mind Neither the Spirit does not find supports.
* * * God gave me fame and honor, Wealthy give - everything will be not enough! Everything will seem not to count Without her lips, burning alo. Let God be suddenly poverty As Ice Water Oskat. But give the eyes and the lips of that One single! That's enough. Combine In a dust jacket of canvas, In boots and dusty cap Gently jumped out of the cab Man big and strong. And rag in fuel oil Man has his own man Cools, not knowing that, in fact, There is no hands in the light of the cleaner NEAR THE WINDOW I take a look from the book, - What is there for noise? A - a, barefoot The boys run on puddles. Suddenly the thought is like black outbreak: Not everyone will become an old man. Unnavited The collective farm caretaker goes to Nice. Nobody cooks moonshine. The last polygon is closed. Lead the last killer ... Peasant Sits, smokes Machorka Unshaven peasant Looks with a smile bitter On your land a bull. While he is on Zavaling, In it forces - on a chip, But this small will get up - Do not bring, Lord! .. Do not wise! We sing the songs, since we are bad. And cry, since we are good. Yes, we are not from the world. From God. You do not care about us. Tested us different hordes. Burst into us in dusk hut And horse hot muzzles, And the tanks are cold foreheads. And was at one time, NATO, Zelo Popular Mother And Hitler, and ... Enough? Do not? Well, then. Look, do not wise! R R R. Not because suddenly got drunk But again I do not know, - Who is bitterly shouted so At the entrance to my hut? Yes, it's homeland! From dust Gray, in the scape and the kenny ... Yes, if we loved her, Could she be like that?!.
* * * And grayheads - Ospels, not otherwise: Why not pull - Skull pulling Cossack ... Unemployed angel In a victorious retinue He came out from the courtyard. Hard to hide on a sweater Two huge wings. He walks behind the coffin, But it looks in heaven. On the face of Belolabom Not earthly dew. He will point to the abode Path free soul. This angel is a keeper - Unemployed already. Personal definition Life is not a holiday, but life is not triction, All illusion in it. All dream; Even death for the living - the ghost, And real - one poverty. RUSSIA When you are innocent and weak The bride to meet And you look slightly baba, Where is your truth, and where is a lie? Then mate will face wildly, That is the tears along the chucks. In the hand - then Shcherbataya Finca, That violin is a magic bow. You - in the distance field road Ile Omut evil water? .. After all, all of you, like God, No one saw. Never. Divination by hand The fight otgil. At the bottom of the funnel The pebbles slightly smoked. A little bit alone, just on the sidelines Lying former hand. On the cut of the thread tendons Mixed with bone flour ... Lee buried, stayed alie He whose was she hand? RUSSIAN FIELD I'm under the sky your dull Understood this not yesterday: So that you stay Russian Kulikov become time. Otherwise you snorched, Still's terrible trouble, - You will become mongrel grief Already to a terrible court. It will be summer nights Golden dream of rye. Wooden crosses Before the top tighten ...
* * * I see the sky, the field in the armor, And at the village council, the bust of the leader. I see the river all in playful bursts Warm jule rain. I hear the thunder of long rolled, - All this is fixed in me. Russian shower, how wide you! - There is where to raise Satan ... Cross And I understood on the slope of the day, When the sunset is a river scarlet: "I'm not my cross, and he Carries in the life of an unprecedented. " Exodus From the world - rotten crypt, From malice, nation and lies Russia goes to the sky Try her hand
* * * And the age of our corrupted, And I am clearly visible Picture is sad one: "Our mind is frozen" And soon will pop up to the bottom.
* * * I would only rejoice in May, No, no longer a Yurtee. And I understand perfectly: Motherland comes the end. Other not visible options, And I, walking on the fishing line, Live feeling toasting Long departed emigrants. 21 century Will fall with the eyes of your curtain, And you cite as the world of people Under the burial march of progress Strive to the abyss everything faster. But you don't see it yet, You are in the bustle of the melted worldly, Only the heart is a sensible poet, As an atmosphere of the planet, Among fear and longing.
* * * Vitaly Serkovo. In the so-called wilderness Where do chickens walk on roads, I understood who I am. Soul Mobataya before God. Only it is only a cotton, Like mother child, cheri, And I don't want to live differently And I would like - not a mind. In the sentence of a terrible court Talk in silence about many You come to me here Where the chickens go on the roads ... Motherland Marsh alive in the ditch, Bridges in three rotten boards. Cow for Torch Otave Tescape empty nipples. Dry bunches of dill Inhabsed the hut wall ... My dear side! My native ... Europe.
* * * I love I quiet hour sunset When the road dust cool When a little wet and cool From the river a breeze blows, When the mirror is dam Two or three stars meet a look When words are smelted, And melts will speak ... From the past We walked obedient to the celebration Marxism ideas, sang OD, But kabanov all these years Always pour to christmas. Cherished desire Weak you, flesh, and the Spirit is not strong. Oh, I'm trying to assure myself That this world is only a pitiful cast Since where we will be later.
* * * So replaced the epoch era, What about this sadness? Before secretly we believed in God, Today I secretly do not believe in it. Winter Zarya From Frost, the air is humky, The breeze appears. As in Phahi box Measuring winter farmers Posovit ridges Light dawn. Crystal sound. And smoke from pipes like stems The wind is beveled south.
* * * Fate gives us all as he wants And I rush, burning, Then up, then down, then the sidelines - how nomotes With repeated head.
* * * Holy to be even not honored But I pray with diligence Sucho, like Rudin: "Let my blowjob and my people The fate of Judine! Let go in the night will overtake Let the sacrificial sheep, Do not give us, God, just become Graves of depot merchants. POET Everything in the world is busy business. What a lot of destinies! Who makes the stones with breads, Who in the stones turns bread. Find a business to me, poet: Only I am alone - nor something, I sit, first in the hands of the planet, Where it all happens. FALL I see the autumn late signs: Forests and gardens were expovered, But the trees that the wind is spawned, Not shame their nudity And grass surrounded by red Sun puddles in the premonition of the blizzard, The sky has become sad and lower. ... and the bums reached out south.
* * * Remove the laurel crown - I never went to the clikus, But I know that the light is the end - Goods to darkness in our souls. I have nights at the shouts "Atu!" To strive evil scary hary I wake up in cold sweat - Coronation in full swing WIND OF CHANGE Light memory Yu.P. Kuznetsov Blown the country and did not notice As if dust shook off his knees, Strong wind, evil wind, Crowd wind change. In ruins of gusting And sleeping around in ditch; Something warm sprayed us And salty. God, blood! ... Century coming dick and gloomy Like a wolf's old zev, But we are alofty, Previously, deadlines. Love land She loves everyone without parsing, That right above it is given. Holy elder or thief She will bring her - she doesn't care. From herbs and snow her dress And the temper of her, by no means angry, But who fell into her arms, He himself becomes land. And again free, again the bride She, submissive and quiet, And new ready place For the groom.
* * * Memory V. Hapovova What did you do from homeland Without returning from the war? ... At the grave of Volodina Chest color of wine ... Aphgan winds subsided Life is mortally wise ... Above the urganan country Now the wind blows ... Over the road not passed Disk of the Sad Moon ... What did you do from homeland Without returning from the war? ...
* * * "And their own, and someone else's dotting", - We repeat so many years already. Interestingly, and our descendants Those will tell the words about the soul? .. The same everything will move around And, offended by the common destiny All do not understand each other, Everyone will not understand themselves.
* * * "God is love" From the Holy Scriptures God right, your mind I am conquered. But with anger I wanted this thought Like a puppy with a huge bone.
* * * Under the roar of the helicopter shelf Isn't it stupid to write poems about the world? War of people just got fed, But poles, as always, her sides. Feed, - It is terrible to think to me, "people. What poems write to me? About love?.. OLD MAN "Rest only in our dreams". A.blok. Charter with Planet Fly Her beaten orbit, The old man looks at all, how to get With some kind of malice and offend. Wandering in a mahorochny smoke Cars buzz around. Oh how you don't want him Fly in a circle and in the grave.
*** All day, in the soul of Rewa, Busy search in yourself Clean thoughts, light feelings, But they are like someone hides, - The mind is worst, heart crying, Suffer them I am honored. But efforts are in vain. Sleeping the evening is clear Melts the hum of daytime Someone somewhere fries meat. Meat fries, damn it! ..
* * * Memory early, early Soul, do not regret. Everything that was before You remind her. Rash on the wound salt Horror znoby After all, the soul is only pain Gives yourself. To the people of their own Let's wait not razen Will the father of the son of the sown? Wouldn't we have enough blood? Christ let's wait. POOMURKOM SALE, And the riza is chista. Let's wait for Stalin. Let's wait for Christ. And throughout - therefore, Listen to the poet you He is one of you. Listen ... at least once ... MY COUNTRY My country ... What is my whole? Penny choleop work? Or Curve Curve for the Blower? Or a deaf place in the cemetery? Silence grave in response ... My country is a ghost? You are absent?
* * * V.Sosnovsky We slept in a Russian oven Happy Russian children. In the oven mother of Kalachi, Tasty I did not meet in the world. You, memory, do not be silent! Like a vein, open your given About how on this furnace We read Russian fairy tales. Where is the Russian oven today? .. And where and the Russian speech. ABOUT ME You will notice somehow suddenly: Friend got your enemy And the enemy became a friend Well, how was it - a fool. Fools do not immane - This is a clear plus in fate. Fools do not dig pit Is it just ... Well, and get out, of course, - This is generally not a secret. And friends with enemies gently Write you: "Poet." Female Terrestrial lady of paradise Sorry, I could not listen But you - I feel the rest of the second, And the first is God. I have such an opinion And the truth is not different. But still where I can Drop with one foot?
* * * And everything is terrible and worse, At least someone goes to Paris, But you like a loop on the neck At the inch of the Vienna. And someone gathered in Nice, But big thinks part: "At least in the madhouse does not get It's better in a simple hospital. " Although in the madhouse "not bad": There porch gives from the millet ... Such a bitch-era! Such here, damn, times! I know not the point of the poet Write about the price of flour Because perhaps for it We'll have to hang on a bitch.
* * * Today I swore a little. And what was the fault? That youth is my youth All disappeared at the beer barrel. And sometimes it flies from there Cigarette with rings smoke ... Well, think, is not a miracle, What had ever been young? I spent in vain today Well, and that, that forever is closed The path where my youth is always Beer drinks and laughs violated? .. HERMIT ... and in the crowd I go, as in the desert, No one is doing business. Whether the dust is split, then I will notice my trail. The sun is melted by the evening, Each counterpart is not cruel, But you sit down and tell them: "Water to me!" Lect you, like sand ... More wife How not to choose the path - the godfather. Well, mortal, choose any .. I chose the path of the wrong way: In darkness, where love is glowing. And I will say without any false: I managed to walk before love I wanted to go even further There is no further mortal path. My consolation Yes you yourself don't know What is needed to you But you dare And God, and fate. It is not necessary to look ask Stop downloading rights Sort and calm down Like in the snowfall grass. Be clean like a sheet of paper. Trust heaven. After all, what do you benefit You can't know yourself. DREAM Get away from the outstanding syllable From the all lying in the world, And there, in the unknown silence, At least a rapid soul Touch God ... But overcome the temptations of the century And dispersed doubt Not many given. Give me, God, Although it would see a person You helped so much. INSPIRATION As if wings are shredded, You will write ready at least volume ... How sincere silence, You understand only then. POETRY Then suddenly a big bear Then the shadow of blue in the snow, Then suddenly the salary behind the river She does not give me peace As a friend, not as an enemy. In the moment those when I am with her I have a heart and mind, I'm closer to truth and faith - So it seems at least ... Logical consolation Although I was not in Paris, I am calm like eggplant. And who on the farm was our From Parisman? Russian wife You are the incarnation of patience, Soul and bright angel - you. And I? Who am I? Just stump me, - At least if there would be a colors. You still do not lose Neither the beauty of your own nor Why just repeat: "If only I didn't drink, just not to drink ..."
* * * "You can only believe in Russia" F.I. Tyutchev No day, no month and not a year, You should always believe in Russia. And as for adversity, They will go like dogs, obedient. They run away in the same way, Abscribed by the Beach Lord.
* * * Melody, sounding in the shower, Pokes ... here there is no longer There are some trivia - Here I turn them into poems: Their sweet smoke and bitter chad Again the melody sounds ...
* * * Memory of V. Hapovova, S.Ivanova, killed in Afghanistan They graze cows with me ... Snowballs like apples gnaw ... Pass "hares" in the movie ... For the first time try wine ... Light them in my memory! Once again about poetry It's only words game, These are pushing thoughts This is a thin needle, This is a sensual tale. It's a thin horn Sing it does not pruneure. This is only death, friend. Only death, friend. Only… And when, ready to sail, And burns farewell light You come suddenly to open, As in happiness, there is no happiness. SLEEP In a dream, I prayed and cried, And the candle was compressed in a fist, And wax with her on the hand of a drip, And the blood glasses hand. And steel flowing blood River valleys are tested, And the boy floating on the roof Told me frowned by eyebrows: "Do not dare to interpret dreams"! .. New mausoleum (from Chechen poems) Soldiers killed in war - One, at least, separation Bury on the moon, Let their bodies do not know the quench. About their souls do not regret They are now in paradise ... You survived the mugs, stolen, Fill with blue moonlight. We will revive our country With the Lord, not yourself. And every night on the moon We will be baptized with tears
* * * Are you with you sufferers? Do not anger creator, my friend. Here sits a soldier without hands, And it looks at the world ... Through your fingers. Leftless Somehow in the morning at the restaurant, (And in my pocket a penny) With the ubiquitous prince of the world Gloomy met left-handed. Hug a prince Levshchu by the shoulders: "Friend! Go? For everything I pay! " Sill fleece easier How to answer: "I do not want." And they went ... and came out On the eyebrows - in all its glory. It was Leftchea punished over: He became right, like everyone else. Antique weapons If NATO Tanks Armada The path will send to Rus - their wines. An old man from the celi with a lamp will come out, Illuminating all times Looks around all the all-seeing ok Will overload with peace other - And all the tanks - how many were them, - Skop Will become a rift ordinary pork. And the dogs will be melted In Great Rus: Who is ... By the way, something like that was. I just do not remember when.
* * * Again, I come back to Russia again With severe unforgivable fault: I'm not saying goodbye to my beloved And the homeland says goodbye to me, Looks in my eyes bitter and jealous ... Can I remember later without tears TU "On the hill, among the yellow Niva Chet whitewing birch "? .. Christ in Russia Violets already blocked The sunrise was already broken, But gloomy and sad on the landfill, Where people live all year round. And the views have long been extinct One in them remained the question. And the one blowing coals In the fire, not otherwise Christ. And where is he still? In the Duma? There is no need for it. He is here among the evil and sullen, And he himself became also like that. In shack, like Khleva, - There are many similar Halup, - Noticeably pale from anger, He eats from a tukhlyatina soup. And listens to the darkness Malts with a dressed mouth. Ends God's patience ... Who knows what will happen then? My Father and Son I am Russian. I missed a scientist. And lasts a whole century Sometimes our day is black. Examples - without end, There are thousands of them, quagm. The medium of them and the life of the father ... And maybe the son.
* * * Wherever you look - grief, Some smell in the chest. Oh, Lord, Dock?! Dockens, Lord?! Like daws with bells Words flies with mouth. Who is forever dissatisfied Sobody, he is not empty. So the soul is fucked - Well, known, not in paradise, Not in vain from the glass Deepat so gray. Hell in a singe Find him, look ... Oh, Lord, Dock?! Dockens, Lord?!
* * * Fall leaves. Wind howl. Raw drafts buzzing in the alley. And feelings of mourn world Even dark, even sharper. Go to the buffet and no snack With sorrow of this world Take and deal in Russian Of course, the exit. But not mine.
* * * "And not shaved as Russian in paradise." Y.Kuznetsov Rus, - head for clouds Medium sinless blue And it is not visible, alas, What is happening under your feet. And not shaved, like in paradise, I am in doubt standing: Do they sing away Now my homeland is mine?
* * * Long the world rumor crawls In the minds, born not in poor: Russia will soon fall. Do not having fun in advance! Kohl falls - presses many. Or maybe they are all. What, besides the wet trail, Then will remain from the world? Pray better, gentlemen, For our Russia, and the fact. So the Lira prophesies me. A LIFE Pavel Kosyakov When the soul recovens the sky Lie down in the ceiling, And think darkly: "Velip's life" .- Here is my destructive vice Already screaming my life itself: "Saw away from the vicious mind! Do not imagine me chimera Fill the heart with a warm faith, I'll live in a smile mouth Believe me, seeing Christ ... " Rowan grove on the break Let your days do not scratch in vain Do not get used to us to say goodbye to Russia. Such a share of our depreciation fell: Neither death gives her God or life. Stand so on the verge on the edge Having mourned chief property Before the terrible court Watching us there and here In the spiritual confusion of eternal and donor Ryabinovoy groves on the cliff ... Optimistic "Spronsia Candle is all burned," - So lick the servants of the decay, Do not understand the essence of the case, What is not a candle of Russia, but a lampade. It just burned oil Only…
* * * I pray for a wounded soldier, About the horsepower wounded him. I ask God grace Living, all to one. I pray for an old prostitute, I pray for a gang from Yuntsov, Pray four times a day At six o'clock. I pray for the way on the road, So that with the eyes of them sleeved sleep. ... when the soul appears to God, She is shy for evil. Tale about Russian soldier It is scattered in Russia: It is here and the legs there Where Kerosene trades Newly represented imam. That the soldier does not cry, "throw Speak. "Patch, son." Allah himself plays in the bone Russian hands and Russian legs. And not baby strollers Buried cities ... Century passed in the soldier's helmet In Russia. As always.
* * * And sins - throat! How to help yourself? I frankly stubbornly: "The demon, I'm sorrow!" But the creator sees That I still drush: And suddenly the devaiset And grab the soul.
* * * "Goodbye, unwashed Russia." I do not say anything. From Natuhi let yeah I will be homeland from dirt Miary, starting with yourself.
* * * Spring air kvass sour Shibets in the nose, and as in delusion, All feelings old and thoughts Acquire sharpness. Sings a stream at the bottom of the ravine, Breaks sun saucer ice. And I'm up to wisdom two steps, And to madness - one.
* * * And I saw how the bomber beat For ring sausages. Beyond for a long time. Blill with him, slowly, With a merciless smile - Like a wolf. He tried to bite her shoes Under the counter wanted to roll. And no one died to stand up Only I decided ... Write.
* * * Do you remember "Morning in Pine Bor?" Do you remember: Warm Fog? Bear? Girlet of the rods sleeping on the floor ... Oh, how time is painfully compressed! Soda themselves today lie Semi-bridged baby. And watch spiders for igro Not aging cubs ... Abandoned distance Here are only owls - the people are settled, And the wasps, a lot of wilders. And the old garden, sometime light, All in the buninsky zaros. Falls up shadow on shrub And roll china Curve hut. And Tatarnik He heads his head about the wall.
* * * Raised Besnowness, Enchanted our way. "DOGRAY, MY LACK!" - So pulls to tighten. But smell to all hand And go to Kabak - Lighter easy, I will not hide But now it will not be so.
* * * Here is my flesh, and my spirit is there, Where there are no shower places. And jumps heart in the footsteps Long generations. There is the feat of the Spirit, the feat The sacrifices of the edge save, Strong there is my homeland ... And the pork is the opposite way. BY THE SEA Which space! What a strength! What ... fraternal grave. I stand one at the edge of the solid, On the ancient turning. And terribly sweet soul Neighborhood of beauty and death.
* * * Until I went to the bottom, Dressed in mortal shirt Lord, give me at least one In the mole of a shimmering line. And so that from this Merzian Said purely and light: "He was a poet of the denunciation, But he denied only evil. "
* * * On the shore of the native river I sit and the victim, and the executioner. Live in this life contrary to That's the task of tasks. But how to beat his forehead about the wall, Store smile on the face? .. As in the task book any Answer, alas, always at the end. Stons I am not a network at all, Recalling past days But I still had no woman, - There are only women alone. I drank vodka with desperate malice, I grinned in a carass plate. And love is not nice, We went to bed with her, like in dirt. Is it possible to look for me a reason? Maybe each light light Quietly thought: "That's a man! And fate is again a man. " Autumn day Go to the river. Retire. Blously listen to the dothemna, How the tit in Evniaka whistles, How simple she is happy. Then, breathing in the smoke, Go with stars on the trail ... And suddenly burst, as in childhood, From burning pity for yourself. Youth Did not leave anything about himself I say I'm not a reproach. The heart is trembling, saying goodbye, forced And it so far. Life over the years generous on rudeness. How are you? I say: no - go. And the chalemon from our own nonsense, Return is waiting for yours.
* * * Peter Tkachenko Returning from fishing night, Wild ducks tearing from overdoor. I'm tired and frozen like that - Captain and builder ark. Crazy in a quiet In a complete darkness sailing at random. But thumbs are thickened before morning, This is checked by me, brother.
* * * Egypt! Greece! Tunisia! Light of the sun, women and potion! Oh, Magic! Cruise! Cruise Non-flow fun. And I have a cruise - with longing. I have a special sample: By the sea of \u200b\u200bfoolishness of human Between the islands of lies and malice. Mood Stitching of the Old Testament Mauls in the sky bird wedge. How the poet soul mourits He knows only God alone. All apparent melting In an incorruptible embroidery ... All I do not have enough That is not needed in life to me. From diary "Get away from me Satan," - I repeat at night and day. Does not leave. It is like a wall. God merzko to see us together. I am baptized! I scream right in the MGLU: "Leave!" ... but carries a refrigerator From the hallway, where in the dark corner He hid behind Cardina. TWO BANKS Noise, fun on the wrong side And on this silent and quietly, Only the mice are in stack, Yes, the moon of sea buckthorn. Somewhere quietly splashed out ... It can be seen here, I will be met by the dawn I am with insane welcome my: Be on the beach and on this.
* * You are not told that life is criminal, Forgotten loyalty and love, Any oncoming is available, Jew to become ready anyone. Do not say: "The soul is not glad Holy Draw, warm hands ... " All that is unjust - not true, And therefore silent. Do not lie.
* * * One day after drunk Wake up gray and hmur You look at the window: Yankees For breakfast they catch chickens Self-alone gustrain laugh Brushed silence And drag on fun In the shed your wife. Creek and feathers take off The bedrooms dawn, And you have a hangover There is no strength. INSOMNIA Midnight enters lunar riza Squeak mouse. Heaviness sigh - Know now someone bad Who my soul is close to me. Lunar beam, not thicker, Something writes on the wall. To know who do not sleep, When is it bad for me? LOVE With an evil word on the lips, With a grimace angry, with a scope How often we throw in dust We have created from the dust. But not guilty she It gets up from the earth not with the thirst for the gym, Gets up with a smile of all-up Which is only given to her. Poet That wine as water, drinks. This garden breaks at the cottage. And poet, friends, lives A little differently. Yes, he also drinks wine, Grokes beats, but still, Every day and every hour, Although it does not climb out of leather, But he thinks about you, And for you, sorry, too. By the river Out of heavenly chista, Similar to the Rhiz of Christ. Warmer evening! The sun is melting. Rassed water meters. Only faith is missing, Only faith ...
* * * Where is the clean shower high relative? Find him - search in a stack of needle. We all united theft, How nightly, no matter how bitterly. And let me housing lzpatrich: "How does he dare? What he says?" But, my people, are you worthy of AD, When is the colors from grave plates? ..
* * * A. Rudich Wife will leave when the disease comes. Friend grumbled crookedly. And only poetry immortal spirit You will get from the cliff. Shoulder, like a brother, pat Raisses the poet again And I will not ask any ruble For this.
* * * All day like a cross Thinking unwittingly: "How can I save Russia?" You find it funny? I hurt me. Even the spirit freezes From longing and fear ... In Russia any thumb Somomah hat. Window My favorite window, What I did not see in it only: Vaughn from the throat man wine Swallows ... Volga rushed out. And the last model The luxurious "Mercedes" ... And behind the corner is a brothel Opposite the Sobes Building ... The woman passes ... one ... Voron sat on the top ... I watched from the window, To him attached a mental hospital.
* * * Maybe my joy is not appropriate Medium Nasil, Depravity and Lie, But I believed in what is known In the whole light - in the immortality of the soul. But, alas, my joy is short. Again faith doubt doubt But I will remember the sweetness for a long time These few minutes.
* * * Low shore. Kuste Kalina. On the bullshit, empty salas. And over us, the caravaly Wedge long in "Our Father". Determined and elevated Flies to nowhere Sucking: "Better never, The late. " Baba Yaga Unmarried you and childless In each match you see the enemy. And where is your innate femininity? You are still Baba, Yaga. But silent, only looking sinister on This world, populated by people ... That's what a woman becomes Without love. Fate Husband died in Afghanistan, Son - in Chechnya on the battlefield. And stayed in this mol Terrible, twilight, Together with her in the world of this Grandson sitting on the needle.
* * * Life is so mighty, son, So much in it is not enough strength, That traces of bare feet Deep ... deep, like graves. You're more like angel heavenly, And I already have a marriage. I looked at the abyss in such What I'm better silent about this.
* * * Again, winter came to visit us, Summer gazebo in the snow. And I look at the world without anger, It is a pity that I always can not. I sit in a gazebo above the glass, Snowflakes on a ram, I want to know until you drunk Snowflake smells like ocean, Or a snowflake ocean?
* * * These are black sunset horses. They will drink to dryness our pond, Our garden is flooded. U, Gada! Call them, drain, from hut! Away them. There is nothing to do it here. They do not even have a native smell, Not like our horses. Call them, drain, rather! Let them go back, west ... In beer "Go from here, not spending time, - I whispers the demon, - go, are creating in silence. You are not a couple of these alkashi. " And God says to me: "Go, write, But just remember: these are your brothers. "
* * * Sun is up. As it should, Dove the skies. Whiten Brigade "With Mat" climbs on the forest. And the foreman, whirling the cheek Flesh sickly prodigal gon, Golongo girl Drags into a wagon car. The stiffness looks and angry, And from envy languish, - Tar "Prima" on the lip. And in the kittel resin smokes ... Look, Lord, what's going on here. This is building the temple to you.
* * * Oh, the days of the lucavia! Evil Summer! Lie and betrayal lady. Optees in a pistol blow Take a look, the close to the eyes. There is even a little poet here, Here only God must be To people for all for it Do not hate, but love. Great thirst Great thirst worked He sold an old accordion - His last fourth And he drank two bottles in a row. Came home to the smoke, in the insole, Having sat on the wretched lunch: Great thirst worked I forgot that I dug my accordion. And the imaginary belts threw And imaginary fur spread And fingers lost And forgot everyone, and forgot everything. One melody just remembered And it filled the room. At least the emptiness hand met, Music sounded, sounded. And with horror, the wife looked At such an unprecedented business. Friends Let we do not fit into the prophets But what would be not so chames, Friends let's call As temples ... PRIDE We are the old temple restored And the courtyard was cleared of the rubble. And in heaven to the shoulders of Mary Christ fell: "I'm scared, mom!" And in the sky, the angels shouted, That the sun was flattened in a melon, But we, but we did not notice We have worn pride. But with the pride of this very, Throughout Russia, sowing trouble, Proud of wormless, as glory, The temples exploded our grandfathers
* * * "What do you know, sterling, about attacks? You, I see, not to drink not weak. We rushed with a grenade on tanks, You rush only to women. What do you know about the actions? And I will kill the fascist butt? What do you know? And, in fact, who you are What is on equal with me here? .. " Silently drank vodka a sump guy, I hid a look that was Hmur and heavily. From behind the table stood up and on a pair Skipridge prostheses left.
* * * Swooped over a pond, Suddenly a rifle thunder And swan on the water fell Someone's cry: "I got! Hit! " Then the engine roared in the bushes, The shooter was taken by the ravoisi. Muddly fadly birds gaze, And noon remained clear. Slowly floated clouds, Swinging slow water. And indifference nature I envied. Slightly.. Crows Black flock flies, The sky is grunting. There will be a tree - simple Birch will be like a widow, Il Mother that signed son Yesterday is terrible: without tears ... And in Russia these Kosnokov! And in Russia these birches! Victory There was a day victory explosion of happiness, There is even a pain of losses in it. Joyful and often Human hearts. And now? Go for years, and with them troubles - How from the suma broken. And what are we further from victory, Thus, we are closer.
* * * Unusual era Nursing years! Anyone ask: "In God Do you believe? " Immediately say yes. Why do thiefs like dirt? Yes, and whores are not a bit. He should be so Orthodox my people? I do not want to write extensively. Only strange. Very strange.
* * * The world is terrible. Evil is huge. Life is some spikes, without roses. Why the heart is exactly Bang, brother? Empty question. Here it is jumping, jumps. But not like sparrow, And as a ball. Yes, like a ball: Everything weakens, weak, weakens ...
* * * I am still fully breathing, And the hope is full of What such poems will write: The souls will appear at the soulless! .. Leaked to anywhere Like boys, laughing and pushing. And I write poems sometimes, The fact that these are poems, doubting.
* * * "Is there really no God?" Nikolai Rubtsov. They said: "He is not. This is opium and nonsense! " But it was believed to poet: "Is there really no God?" Well this is a terrible torment: Man - one ... And once on baptism He went to him. IN THE HOSPITAL This with the smell of the vile chamber, And on windows lattice strokes - Not high too much fee For not necessary to people poems?
* * * "Sotti random features And you will see: the world is beautiful! " A.blok. Poet, poet in what are you I lived a misfortune. Erase random traits Perhaps only with the world. But so beautiful thought herself Great poet What do you celebrate the mind of the mind And believe in the heart. S diary SATURDAY It turned out to have Petrovna From Rodney - one Christ. We, neighbors, how is being done, Called to the commune: "So, the slave of the Lord Departed, they say, in the world of others. " We answered: "Today The brigade is a day off. In the morning at nine, on monday It will be all right. And Rudis Staruha Let him lies, will not run away. " MONDAY Oh, throw on the head She forgotten Paltecho Or rug to rats Did not spoil the face ...
* * * Stayed from grandmother And bright sorrow in the soul. Oh, Lord, how do I feel sorry, What is not with us already. No one for me "Mykola" will not say, But in the dreams of my full longing I see: in paradise she. Knitting Christ woolen socks ...
* * * Where, I do not understand me, the mall has taken out. I fly to the surround of snowflakes, as the years lived. As far as everything is in life with meaning, So without fiction But how he still is fabulous to life plot. I understood not suddenly with my icy fellow fellow On a glast road to the cold forest showing: Being above love and not dare - it will not work anyway. To be below love, although it is possible, but only it is impossible. And feeling such as a string of naughty worried, Knees snow young fence, whisper: "Buddy, be another, please revenue", - Suede, kind, very fir foul. Keep me a forest, never ask anything about anything. Unfortunate people with you living apart. Keep, and you get tired, I am also very tired On the wind of the snowfish thump Attempt to landscape And wind warm, and evening dive In dew coastal bushes, And only I am fighting To nausea ... No, I am not what would be sick, There is no such disease. But I am dissatisfied with As a person and as a poet.
* * * V.N. Pavllychenkov From you, young, I will not hide: I do not know, but I knew grace I saw my motherland What you do not see her. I saw such a power, I lived in the empire That forever for the last glory I will hold on hand Otherwise, I will ruin like a tree, For the current looking people Looking to the right, then left. And we visited only forward. Russian road "In the name of Russia We wore us in the womb. In the name of Russia Throw us into battle. In the name of Russia Give God, we have strength! "- Sang boy hoagish With a gun above the lip. Chechen near the grenade rushed, And the guy crashed, no longer breathe. And Russian dear Invisible and born To the throne of the creator Flew the soul. And in the morning, according to part, the order was announced, Then they celebrated, as usual, mother ... In the name of the departed In Russian Road In the name of Russia I ask you to get up! ..
* * * My dear contemporary, What was so buried slaughter? Or very little money Either money too much. These extremes are dangerous Avoid - severe work. Sad in the unfortunate camp, And the happy camp is not here ... WELL OF WOMEN Fate went to the concession. You called me! God exists! I take a tube, like a dove, The good brought the news. Behave like a contuge Tears are broken by century. Someone else I need Nice, empty person?
* * * Drinking a bottle of vodka a bottle, Cooking some kind of question Clumsy feet stroke And I hit the Earth with my nose. I did not have time to support him And boiled on the heart of the insult For you, my rus, whose land And so here is the blood of the polita.
* * * My poor verse, like flowers - winter ... Forgive me, my reader and friend; I am writing them, so as not to go crazy From horror, creatible around. I'm rejected, already hurts hand, From demons, driving in a blizzard. My poems are not at the century, And only until the eighth day of the week. At night on the porch Green Month looks at the puddle, Flink the stars, the air is clean. I sit, silence does not break ... But suddenly rushed sobbing soul, As a "chrome" drunk harmonist. Prayer How sometime in Europe Ghost of Communism, Today wanders in Russia Ghost of optimism. He will affect the flesh, Il suffering In Purple sunset, Communicate fate together His fellow. Darkness will put out our candles, The spirits evil will wake. "Son, the Son of Man! Let it be so! .. " Motherland You survived so many sons! What could be worse? I dont know. And your fee has become hard. Console you do not even jerk.
* * * I am the heir to love and sadness My ancestors in hell and in paradise. Then do not go whiten in the night, - The ancestors of the soul found out my. Castle night districts, And crumbs under foliage feet. I do not break out of this circle, The circle of eternal love and kinship. And do not be fulfilled, my soul, fear. And you, heart, do not be afraid: "What if?" Never crumbling This etern is a vicious circle.
One of the largest modern poets - Nikolai Zinoviev is perhaps the only one who completely overcame the information blockade of Russian literature on a quarter of a century. As a man, a non-public, true reclusive, he, nevertheless, became the most quoted poet if not in literary articles, then - in our oral speech from Sakhalin to Kaliningrad. So even in the detective television series "Version", the intellectual investigator of Javisis suddenly recalculates already as the shittomaty of these Zinoviev rows:
"And the man said:" I am Russian ",
And God cried with him. "
Someone once told me that Zinoviev is a poet of one note. Objey, I published his "Favorites" from eight sections a couple of years ago, from eight different "notes." At the same time, I understand that in Russian literature is still too unusual and unusual poet absolutely secular, but who accepted the fate of the poet with the highest spiritual concentration and personal responsibility, with what will be raised only to the monks. Yes, a monk and crying, and laughs only as a monk. So Nikolai Zinoviev has not written a single voyage word for a long time, not a single line in the author's delight before their self-sufficient beauty. The poetry of him is much more dense than the story of Ruth or Esphyre, she, as anger and crying Isaiah or Ezekiel, is devoid of physicality, is only addressed to the highest meanings of our brief existence on Earth.
However, if it's more so much to look for the fact that in world poetry there were Zinoviev poetry like, how not to recall these, carved in marble, the lines of the symbol of Keossky on the site of the greatest Farmopil battle: "Travelers, go to build our citizens in Lactedaene, // What , their covenants are dishes, here we have fallen. "And it gives me the right to consider the poetry of Nikolai Zinoviev in the highest sense of optimistic. Only faith in the fact that the Russian man and the Russian people do not disappear today from the face of the earth, but only tolerates in the forefront in the world battle with evil, give, let's say, the unemployed intonation of Zinoviev poetry, the value is truly lifeful, for the life of an eternal guarding in us The image and similarity of God.
Nikolai Doroshenko
, Secretary of the Board of the Union of Writers of Russia, Director of the Publishing House "Russian Writer"
Poem
I am Russian
In the steppes covered with dust breno
Sat and cried man.
And the Creator of the Universe passed by.
Having stopped, he's up to:
"I am a friend humiliated and poor
I'm a poor shore,
I know a lot of words cherished.
I am your God. I can do everything.
I feel the kind of your sad,
What kind of need you close? "
And the man said: "I am Russian,"
And God cried with him.
Let me not want, brother, die ...
Let him not want brother, die,
But there is a word Iron "need",
To replenish the heavenly rails
For battle with hell.
These arguments of the tank and the wurgted,
But, no matter how dare you and cool,
It is still worth waiting for the agenda.
Volunteers do not take there.
Meet the Peru
Want to know where I was?
There is no secret.
I went to myself
MiG is not for all summer.
I was gone like a dog
I returned back.
That from there brought
Recorded carefully:
"Don't write about my soul
So dark and slaughter
Know from the Russian Soul
The key is stored with God. "
Hopelessness
Here is the fruit of nights of sleepless,
Your nights, poet:
Fall into the number of saved
There are no real chances.
You were too impaired,
Yourself on trouble.
Your passions are scheduled
The limit, alas, in hell.
How nightly
No matter how terrible but
Everything in the world is not by chance,
You knew it for a long time.
You even sign
It was given, however ...
The world is on the edge, and they are not scary ...
The world is on the edge, and they are not scary.
They are not close to them.
What hell? What is heaven? Other important:
Would not lose CSKA.
Yearning.
Russia 2012 year
All feelings covered apathy.
Around only one mirage.
And drown per party party
Not in someone, but in his own lies.
And how many crazy around!
But sees only PIIT,
That the time of the Second Coming
Already on the threshold.
Doubt
Yes, do the poems please
Beauty of images and syllables,
When I do not give sins
Get a prayer to God?
Others write about the other
And I write only about it.
Maybe in case such
Can you call me a poet?
Summer Lord
Abolished sin to understand.
What to wait for us ahead
Kohl besides exclamation: "Curse!"
Nothing breaks out of the chest
Sedo-standard poet
With a huge I wonder in the shower ...
And breaks to the windows warm summer,
Maybe the last already.
He is not useful for society ...
He is not useful for society
Not the party line is oppressed,
And is Felix Iron,
And let the poet "into consumption".
Lyra is broken down
Forever dropping out of the hands.
Before becoming a poet
Maybe still think, a friend?
Impromptu
Life hangs on the hair
And not because
Man lives in longing
In other yudoli?
Beats the vein on the temple
Remembering to be a cunning
What lurks in the hairs.
Man lives in longing
About the heavenly kingdom.
Given the thoughts of locust ...
Given the thoughts of locust
And only one lit candle:
"What is a person waiting for the coffin?"
Answers are also rushing with a scope.
But faithful all the same,
And I lived to the village
Among the answers of different silence,
Thus, I am glad all the evil.
Leaving Russia
Study that there is no luck here,
What one trouble lives here,
That you don't have that environment ...
And you would wait for Sunday!
Conversation with an old woman
Always alone, not humpy,
In it is flesh - on a chinful.
Who rules us now?
Lord, Milok, Lord.
But I asked: "And Putin?"
Lob touched hand
The answer was full of essence:
"I do not know who is."
In beer
"Go from here, not spending time, -
I whispers the demon, - go, are creating in silence.
You are not a couple of these alkashi. "
And God says to me: "Go, write,
But just remember: these are your brothers. "
Stons
I am not a network at all,
Recalling past days
But I still have not been with a woman -
There are only women alone.
I drank vodka with desperate malice,
I grinned in a carass plate.
And love is not nice,
We went to bed with her,
like in dirt.
Is it possible to look for me a reason?
Maybe each light light
Quietly thought: "That's a man!
And fate is again a man. "
Case at train station
He shouted to me on the left cheek,
But I remembered: "Following the other".
And put it, but with a shiver in hand
He did not hit me, imagine!
"You forgive me, brother," said,
And, in the crowd, dissolved, disappeared.
This see, of course, Christ,
And he again as if resurrected ...
Sun is up. As it should ...
Sun is up. As it should,
Dove the skies.
Whiten Brigade
"With Mat" climbs on the forest.
And the foreman, whirling the cheek
Flesh sickly prodigal gon,
Golongo girl
Drags into a wagon car.
The stiffness looks and angry
And from envy languish -
"Prima" on the lip.
And in the kittel resin smokes ...
Look, Lord, what's going on here.
This is building the temple to you.
Opening
Remember, brothers, more often,
The essence of the opening of mine:
Sweet sin, but much sweeter
Refinure from him.
I do not teach you,
But believe me, I know.
Tired!
And write something not with the hands:
Then row, then drunks.
Began to live like spiders
In a three-lit bank.
Yes, write me not with my hands
On such topics.
Yes, make a man!
Russians are all all.
Gorky, sad in mind,
No long ago in her Lada.
You people or already
Only a ram of herd?
In short, grab water pouring.
In general, choose:
Or live how to live
Or die away!
Everything has become a vulgar or frozen ...
Everything became vulgar or frozen.
How to reconcile with this?
Perhaps with whom to talk to?
But I looked around I - not with whom.
No people. Well, in the crowd
What is common or power?
And as a mock on the post
Poster: "United Russia".
Even in the province of Rusea ...
Even in the province of Ruse
Fully soldered by Pharisees,
Christ taught her to be afraid
And God can not be mistaken.
I do not call for anything.
On the dark I am not ashes ash,
But for the Motherland strengthened,
I call things in the world
Always for your own names:
Bludn, thief, thief,
Empty promise - lie
My country's rim - ruin
And God's will - the will of God.
Russia
Under the shouts of the shaggy latch
Strangers and their own Juda
You barefoot in your shirt
In the place of the frontal lead.
And senior son decree reads
And the middle son of the ax takes
Only the younger son rher-roar
And does not understand anything ...
Rus Troika
Sani Fast, horses bricks -
Dimmed in the manems of their wind.
But, alas, to the restaurant rack
The rimmer is sophored in the morning.
He sat the honor of honor -
Released in sticky darkness:
Troika here and Rus on the spot
Yes, fake, not those.
He did not notice the substitution,
I did not hear the laughter,
And went here for change,
Rus was let down from the hammer.
What to seek reasons now?
What to look for traces of trouble?
Little, or damns:
Vodka, stupidity, laziness, Jews.
Window to Europe
I don't want to live so much.
Oh, give me an ax, a holope,
And nails, I'll block
Posted window to Europe
And there is no conversation here.
After all, only thieves are lit into the windows.
I do not know where it carries us ...
I do not know wherever we are
Our troika, in the past,
But throws her and shakes
So in Russian hills,
what is growing
Each MIG Population of Paradise.
Here is my flesh, and my spirit there ...
Here is my flesh, and my spirit is there,
Where there are no shower places.
And jumps heart in the footsteps
Long generations.
There is the feat of the Spirit, the feat
The sacrifices of the edge save,
Strong there is my homeland ...
And the pork is the opposite way.
In vain modern Russia ...
In vain modern Russia
You are looking for y mayor on the ball.
She's gray old woman in the store
Loaf bread hides under the floor.
But, my God! Where with her skill,
With hands that worked the whole century?!
Saw, of course ... and "thief"
Called her non-Russian man
We lived in a big and rich country ...
We lived in a big and rich country,
But drove to us the rider on a black horse,
Found who opened the gate to him
And everything plunged into the fatal darkness.
And the dally, and the darkness is thickened,
And the fates of human - prison Ile Sum.
"That will of the people! That will of the people! ", -
Screaming scoundrels that opened the gate.
I am writing poems my ...
I write poems your i
Became Russophile Russophobe.
I know it is very difficult
But if, in principle, it is possible
Ready to write i day and night
So that the country is to help.
I am ready to challenge
So that only the homeland will save.
About this, actually, and speech.
Save Russia is very simple ...
Save Russia is very simple:
Everyone needs to crash with a shower
Neverness, fear of Bremen
To all discard times
And that's it. Russia is saved.
Prayer
I ask no glory, nor jea
I ask you, grieving for my brother,
Save my country from those
Who painted you once.
Christ, they are your enemies!
They are slaves of the Caltz,
You know myself, so help,
After all, your pretty words ...
The new book of poems of the beautiful Russian poet, our contemporary, a repeated laureate of many literary awards of Russia - Nikolai Alexandrovich Zinoviev ("Poem": M., Russian Writer, 220 pp., Circulation 1,000 copies.). The entire circulation is from the author in the city of Korenovsk Krasnodar Territory. The cost of the book excluding the costs of postal shipment - 150 rubles. The author who has no other means, besides a very modest pension, asks to help him distribute and sell the book. With it can be contacted by email:nikzinkor@
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